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Well OP it felt like I was going to finally escape the chaos inside my head but while I was sitting in my running car in a hot garage I became aware of something that motivated me to shut the car off and live: my girlfriend and I had broken up a month earlier and while that had absolutely nothing to do with it and the issues that caused my suicidal desires had plagued me for a decade, everybody would think I was a pussy who killed myself because of a breakup. So I got out and am now alive and free to post on the something awful forums.
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The Bananana posted:you know, I thought about being edgy in here, but honestyl... if that's how to get forums cred... then I don't want it. thank you
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Keg posted:Why the frig have so many GBS posters tried to kill themselves? If I had ANYTHING to live for, ANYTHING worthwhile going on in my life at all why the gently caress would I be "pretending" to be a retarded rear end in a top hat on the Internet at 5 PM on a Friday night?
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I tried to hang myself and slit my wrists with a super dull pocket knife when I was 13 because I didn't really have any good friends and people went to some extreme lengths to torment me all the time at school. I remember the hanging myself thing to be pretty painful and I chickened out after a few seconds of not being able to breath. I legit haven't had a suicidal thought in many years beyond "man this point in my life is really stressful/lame, I wish I could just fall asleep and not wake up right now, but, you know, I don't actually want to die I just don't want to face whatever tomorrow." To answer your question OP it feels super sad to attempt suicide and then super pathetic when you chicken out.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTXeg-Swq9w&index=2&list=FLnY6l_gprZjBN5wzImaxKpQ
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that one FYAD guy trolled that wiki guy so hard he owned himself, that is pretty cool imo
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I wrote the note (said "gently caress you I hope you kill yourself too") but never worked out the plan
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My headache is gone but now I have this aching pain in my chest every time I consider man's almost casual cruelty towards each other. I turned off my computer and sat in a dark room but that just made it worse.
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Jul 30, 2016 00:32
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GRANNYS PEACH TEA posted:If I had ANYTHING to live for, ANYTHING worthwhile going on in my life at all why the gently caress would I be "pretending" to be a retarded rear end in a top hat on the Internet at 5 PM on a Friday night? Maybe you're waiting for a bus.
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Jul 30, 2016 00:42
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Keg posted:Why the frig have so many GBS posters tried to kill themselves? Because it's a mostly anonymous forum and people feel relatively comfortable opening up
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Jul 30, 2016 12:54
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Keg posted:Why the frig have so many GBS posters tried to kill themselves? Have you read GBS? We have nothing to contribute to society.
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Jul 30, 2016 13:03
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Suicide is more common with ugly people
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Zzulu posted:Suicide is more common with ugly people It's true. When i feel particularly depressed or self-loathing i drown my sorrows in drink and meaningless random sex. If i waa ugly i would probably end up killing myself instead
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Jul 30, 2016 13:42
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it feels good, because you're stepping out forever, and then it feels bad because you didn't quite manage to step out forever and everyone around you acts super freaked out for a really long time.
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Jul 30, 2016 13:53
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Bert Roberge posted:Have you read GBS? We have nothing to contribute to society. Nah, there's a lot that we could've contributed. We just failed to develop our talents and squandered our opportunities.
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Ask this dude. He is doing it on tv tonight. http://www.foxnews.com/us/2016/07/29/daredevil-to-attempt-jumping-out-plane-at-25000-feet-without-parachute.html
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