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Sometimes music can take you right out of a hostile situation. Heard this yesterday in a restaurant and it was like I had teleported 20 years younger to a completely different era where none of today's issues existed https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sjx9oSJDAVQ Try putting on a new playlist today
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 19:53 |
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# ? May 27, 2024 02:37 |
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no, actually go without medication and start drinking more heavily wh8ile getting really into manic bluegrass murderfolk until hepatitis forces you to get your poo poo together https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rSP7a4o2Xrc or. y'know. don't. takes all types to make the world go round.
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 20:01 |
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I dunno about that but thanks for posting the song, it rules Death crew is a force of good but only if it's used to laugh in the face of the news and their lives and the absurdity of earth's constant dysfunction
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 20:06 |
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yes to be clear: do not do any of that poo poo, it's 100% sarcasm and livers do NOT grow back, which is a thing i know now.
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 20:11 |
It feels cool having a degree and being on a job search for five months that has brought no fruit because none of the rare good-paying jobs that utilize that degree have ever bothered to interview me because they want more qualifications, and all the other jobs that at least will pay for rent and food will occasionally interview me and then decide I'm too qualified to be working there and then not give me the job. It rules, I love having to rely on a GoFundMe to pay the rent for the next few months, I love that I feel completely hopeless as to getting a job within that short time period, I love that when I complained about this a while back in another thread on here all the alleged socialists completely ignored me save for like one guy who tried to help but was in the wrong area to do so, god I just love everything.
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 20:27 |
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They're all broke too mostly
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 20:41 |
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good thread, op. idk if ill make further sincere posts in it, but thanks for posting it anyways
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 20:51 |
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Chokes McGee posted:im mentally ill poster chokes mcgee. i first started reading cspam when i was about 36. by 38 i got really obsessed with the concept of "trump" and tried to channel it constantly, until my thought process got really bizarre and i would repeat things like "ed balls" and "i love making GBS threads inside cum assholes" in my head for hours, and i would get really paranoid, start seeing things in the corners of my eyes etc, basically prodromal schizophrenia. im now on antipsychotics. i always wondered what the kind of "ironic" style of cspam humor was all about; i think it's the unconscious leaking in to the conscious, what jungian theory considered to be the cause of schizophrenic and schizotypal syptoms. i would advise all people who "post" Trump to be careful because that likely means you have a predisposition to a mental illness. PROTIP dont read the news
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 20:53 |
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Chokes McGee posted:This is an understandable concern but keep in mind literally no one needs to know if you don't want them to. Doctor/client privilege owns I’m satisfied with the bargain I’ve struck
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 21:04 |
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maker posted:PROTIP it can be a compulsion though, and consciously forcing yourself to not read the news can cause just as much anticipatory dread as actually reading the poo poo causes the normal kind also personal rule: i never watch or listen to the news. i only read the news. written news is lovely enough already for me there's a """""happy""""" medium where i read like 3 threads in here and look at the news as few times a day as i can. honestly i should just retreat back to only reading the happy thread, lord knows it's got enough depressing poo poo in it anyway with all that said, i do find it hard to imagine there's a single person in cspam whose mental state wouldn't be improved by cutting down on their news intake. it's making me think that i'm probably overestimating the amount of news needed to get to my happy medium. if you can get to 0 good for you. edit: also i dont want to talk too much about myself on the drat internet but im glad this thread exists. gallows humor has its place but i think it's obvious that most/all of us aren't very good at keeping a balance so it's good to reflect on occasion oystertoadfish has issued a correction as of 21:30 on Feb 10, 2019 |
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my hot take is that depression is the natural state of humans, and the non-depressed are the abberations. I would say that only a very small minority of people are actually clinically non-depressed and the rest are pretending they are
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 21:55 |
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Zyla posted:my hot take is that depression is the natural state of humans, and the non-depressed are the abberations. https://twitter.com/Chinchillazllla/status/1092689900103708672
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 21:57 |
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Zyla posted:my hot take is that depression is the natural state of humans, and the non-depressed are the abberations. imo this video remains the best of a very very very good series (rsa animate) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5um8QWWRvo
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 22:00 |
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also a very important part of dealing with my Bullshit was learning to differentiate the degree to which my brain was chronically failing to make happy chemicals (which is the case to an extent) and the degree to which i was genuinely surrounded by god-loving-awful people who say awful things and give awful advice and live in a morass of emotional garbage stinking and yelling and pulling everyone around them into the muck as well, and that maybe i sought out people like that because i believed that was the only quality of socialization i deserved and maybe Feeling Better would be aided by managing those contacts to a minimum.
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 22:04 |
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Zyla posted:my hot take is that depression is the natural state of humans, and the non-depressed are the abberations. david spade ]: i liked this hot take better the last time i heard it , when it was called
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 22:06 |
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Zyla posted:my hot take is that depression is the natural state of humans, and the non-depressed are the abberations. Yeah imagine being a normie lol.
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 22:11 |
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Zyla posted:my hot take is that depression is the natural state of humans, and the non-depressed are the abberations. being a leftist in america means you are mentally ill and also objectively correct
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 22:14 |
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Glad you did this concept justice unlike my lovely thread that only served to display my personal crippling mental illness, op
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 22:22 |
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Willie Tomg posted:also a very important part of dealing with my Bullshit was learning to differentiate the degree to which my brain was chronically failing to make happy chemicals (which is the case to an extent) and the degree to which i was genuinely surrounded by god-loving-awful people who say awful things and give awful advice and live in a morass of emotional garbage stinking and yelling and pulling everyone around them into the muck as well, and that maybe i sought out people like that because i believed that was the only quality of socialization i deserved and maybe Feeling Better would be aided by managing those contacts to a minimum. eliminating toxic people from your life whenever possible is a p good idea op
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 22:34 |
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hello mentally ill buddies, i'm poster kurtofan and i have social anxiety it sucks, i'm doing a therapy
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 22:36 |
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oystertoadfish posted:it can be a compulsion though, and consciously forcing yourself to not read the news can cause just as much anticipatory dread as actually reading the poo poo causes the normal kind the hilarious thing is that OCD is co-morbid with depression/bipolar fairly often and checking the thread obsessively feeds that lmfao it's not hilarious at all
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 22:39 |
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Kurtofan posted:hello mentally ill buddies, i'm poster kurtofan and i have social anxiety this reminds me of something, extroverts can still have social anxiety and i cannot imagine the amount of dread involved getting the energy back that you need
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 22:41 |
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Chokes McGee posted:For gods sake disclose all your illicit substances to your psychiatrist. They may disapprove but they won't refuse treatment or release that info to anyone. If you're smoking trees or shotgunning an entire bottle of jack each day they need to know so they don't put you on something that will kill you. I mean you shouldn't be doing that stuff in excess anyway, it's self medicating, but I'm not your mom so w/e Blanketspace posted:I disagree with the anti GP prescribing psychiatric medication point, considering how less people have access to a psychiatrist than a general practitioner. Depression is both underdiagnosed and undertreated, people need whatever help they can get and doctors didn't go to med school for nothing, they can help.
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 23:06 |
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i had to stop drinking because it was murdering my stomach and the hangovers were loving my life up. I cant even smell whiskey without wanting to puke I don't know how long-term alcoholics handle it. props to them
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 23:07 |
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ive had multiple therapists/LMSWs who were all cool with weed tho
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 23:09 |
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A Big Fuckin Hornet posted:being a leftist in america means you are mentally ill and also objectively correct I dunno I think it’s more that they’re sad that they don’t have what it takes to succeed in this world, i.e., to become a predatory sociopath
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 23:12 |
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I stay sane by harming virtually everyone around me through subtle manipulation, but I’ve come to terms with my sadomasochism
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# ? Feb 10, 2019 23:14 |
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Low Desert Punk posted:my brains are irreparably broken lmao
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# ? Feb 11, 2019 00:34 |
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Former DILF posted:I stay sane by harming virtually everyone around me through subtle manipulation, but I’ve come to terms with my sadomasochism I can't tell if you're trolling or making a joke or what but uh maybe don't do that and see someone about it
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# ? Feb 11, 2019 00:44 |
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I also take insane umbrage at the smallest perceived slight and let it fester until I can figure out some really nasty and underhanded way to get back at them but in my defense, when I was 7 years old I was an excellent reader so my dad made me read The Prince by Machiavelli and I internalized a lot of its teachings, especially all the stuff about deception and vengeance
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# ? Feb 11, 2019 01:07 |
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Former DILF posted:I also take insane umbrage at the smallest perceived slight and let it fester until I can figure out some really nasty and underhanded way to get back at them please see a therapist
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# ? Feb 11, 2019 01:14 |
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later in my life i learned it was more likely a manual designed to provoke intense hatred of its practitioners, which frankly is a pretty great own by my dad
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# ? Feb 11, 2019 01:17 |
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Former DILF posted:later in my life i learned it was more likely a manual designed to provoke intense hatred of its practitioners, which frankly is a pretty great own by my dad dad Machiavellian so what
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# ? Feb 11, 2019 01:20 |
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Former DILF posted:I also take insane umbrage at the smallest perceived slight and let it fester until I can figure out some really nasty and underhanded way to get back at them Time to find a therapist.
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# ? Feb 11, 2019 01:23 |
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SunAndSpring posted:It feels cool having a degree and being on a job search for five months that has brought no fruit because none of the rare good-paying jobs that utilize that degree have ever bothered to interview me because they want more qualifications, and all the other jobs that at least will pay for rent and food will occasionally interview me and then decide I'm too qualified to be working there and then not give me the job. It rules, I love having to rely on a GoFundMe to pay the rent for the next few months, I love that I feel completely hopeless as to getting a job within that short time period, I love that when I complained about this a while back in another thread on here all the alleged socialists completely ignored me save for like one guy who tried to help but was in the wrong area to do so, god I just love everything. My girlfriend is going through the same thing. She finished her PhD in March of last year and the only job she can get pays her a pittance to do something that she's great at. She's already talking about going back to get a JD so she can apply her PhD to something that will let her live above the poverty line. I don't even know what to tell you other than that it sucks poo poo and that my girlfriend and I are already talking about moving so that she can find something better. The capitalist world is a hellworld and I hope you find a place in it that doesn't hurt.
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# ? Feb 11, 2019 01:29 |
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yeah probably but i live in america, nobody will look at me twice for being a scheming raptore
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# ? Feb 11, 2019 01:29 |
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i was thinking about going back to school to find some brilliant creative i can exploit
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# ? Feb 11, 2019 01:30 |
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Former DILF posted:yeah probably but i live in america, nobody will look at me twice for being a scheming raptore I live in the US and although I have my problems I'm not living in a constant state of overactivity and drunkenness to cover up my crushing depression anymore. Therapy helps. Please think about it.
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# ? Feb 11, 2019 01:36 |
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helps whom? is misery to cease when I am sated? will the world turn less cruelly when I want for little and settle for less still? (USER WAS PUT ON PROBATION FOR THIS POST)
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# ? Feb 11, 2019 01:38 |
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Former DILF posted:helps whom? is misery to cease when I am sated? will the world turn less cruelly when I want for little and settle for less still? please see a therapist e: also you have one hell of a rap sheet Chokes McGee has issued a correction as of 01:42 on Feb 11, 2019 |
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