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I wish the people in the climate thread wouldn't make fun of me for being mentally ill when I post positive climate change news.
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Aug 9, 2019 19:17
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I wish the world wasn't careening faster and faster toward inevitable climate apocalypse. 
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Aug 9, 2019 19:17
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Farrier Theaks posted:Really, getting off the internet is our best goddamn course of action yo in fact I'm gonna put my money where my mouth is, can you throw me a 100,000 hour probe plz to kill my internet self, did a namechange to throw lowtax 7.95 on the way out for the last couple decades of great broke-brained times yo edit just for clarity: I'm not going to kill myself. But my mental health is better the less I'm on the internet and especially here on our dead gay climate-change lust-for-hope-death forums. So for real, plz toss that probe (USER WAS PUT ON PROBATION FOR THIS POST)
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Aug 9, 2019 19:25
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I think we should avoid trying to commit posting suicide in this, the cspam supporting other posters thread. instead of a hundred thousand hours just post nice things in here
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Aug 9, 2019 19:28
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the best support is getting offline.
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Aug 9, 2019 19:29
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never
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Aug 9, 2019 19:33
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sell the car, sell the house, sell the account! im never coming back!!1
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Aug 9, 2019 19:36
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honestly the day the forum was pretty busted was not bad for my brain
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Aug 9, 2019 19:40
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Consummate Professional posted:honestly the day the forum was pretty busted was not bad for my brain I get a lot of my socializing, or I guess screaming into the void, from this forum.
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Aug 9, 2019 19:42
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And immediately after I post all that, some alt posts something I said to people in private on another site to win an internet fight. I told those people that I used to be far right because my parents were and that my parents would constantly abuse me if I didn’t act in line with their own beliefs, but I got out when I went to college and got some independence and distance. Some jackass remembers this and decides it’s great ammo to use to win an argument, because of course I still like the ideology of the people who used to hit me constantly and threaten to send me to boot camp for being disobedient/unmanly/whatever reason they had at the time. Just insanely loving petty, this site. I should just log out for good.
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Aug 9, 2019 20:44
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Aug 9, 2019 21:51
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Maybe I should contact an admin considering that rear end in a top hat mod Sheng just sat there and let people pile onto me over it instead of intervening.
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Aug 9, 2019 22:05
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SunAndSpring posted:Maybe I should contact an admin considering that rear end in a top hat mod Sheng just sat there and let people pile onto me over it instead of intervening. Lol Please check out the DSA thread for the context of this. You are free to pm an admin and complain while on probation. you should take your own advice and walk away from the forums for awhile.
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Aug 9, 2019 22:44
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well this sure is a look
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Aug 9, 2019 23:20
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Idk if people were worried or wanted an update or whatever, but I just got a Social Worker for my case today, and I will be getting health insurance again in September, thank you so much everyone who helped, and a special shout out to xcheopis who helped me get meds in the interrim while we were waiting for this to shake out.
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Aug 10, 2019 01:43
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Turtlicious posted:Idk if people were worried or wanted an update or whatever, but I just got a Social Worker for my case today, and I will be getting health insurance again in September, thank you so much everyone who helped, and a special shout out to xcheopis who helped me get meds in the interrim while we were waiting for this to shake out. Well done! So glad you were able to get what you needed! 
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Aug 10, 2019 01:49
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Turtlicious posted:Idk if people were worried or wanted an update or whatever, but I just got a Social Worker for my case today, and I will be getting health insurance again in September, thank you so much everyone who helped, and a special shout out to xcheopis who helped me get meds in the interrim while we were waiting for this to shake out. another Marxist therapist success story 
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Aug 10, 2019 01:57
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i've been having a lot of trouble with anxiety lately it's so bad that I've been physically shaking most of the day today. i was controlling it with heavy clonazepam usage, but I ran out and won't be able to refill my prescription until next month feels bad man 
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Aug 10, 2019 02:15
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tfw when your friends have a lot of their own poo poo to deal with so they decide to deal with a lovely thing you did by just ignoring you for weeks on end giving credibility to that voice you've had your whole life about how everyone secretly hates you. edit: metaphorical voice for clarity
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Aug 10, 2019 02:20
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Yeah. That sort of thing is rough.  I've been coping with some of that in my own life, mostly by going "well gently caress them guess they're not my friends after all" which.. uh.. may not actually be very healthy lmao
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Aug 10, 2019 03:07
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hailthefish posted:Yeah. That sort of thing is rough. Yeah like I get why they're pissed and also holy poo poo one of them is moving here to MA from california which has to be stressful as hell but once they're cooled off and we can all talk I seriously need to sit them down and say that this can never happen again. Not in a scolding way, not in a "you should have figured this out" way, just a judgement free "Here is how my brain works and why anything short of you literally telling me to kill myself is better than just not saying anything"
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Aug 10, 2019 03:10
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Actually opening up about my suicide ideation under these circumstances is gonna be really loving rough but i think i'm gonna have to.
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Aug 10, 2019 03:12
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Literal Hamster posted:i've been having a lot of trouble with anxiety lately call your doc today
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Aug 10, 2019 03:58
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is there any reputable therapy-on-demand service or am i gonna have to just hold poo poo in for weekly scheduled sessions?
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Aug 10, 2019 04:00
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SpiderHyphenMan posted:is there any reputable therapy-on-demand service or am i gonna have to just hold poo poo in for weekly scheduled sessions? I have never used this and I have no idea if it's any good, but betterhelp.com has online therapy and says it's anytime. Good luck.
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Aug 10, 2019 04:08
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I forced myself to go to the gym and learned the almost daily lessons of: ok yeah this does make me feel a bit better
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Aug 10, 2019 04:47
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Asbury posted:Really, getting off the internet is our best goddamn course of action So true. Maybe sometimes it's helpful but who even knows what's happening anymore
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Aug 10, 2019 11:13
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Regards internet, it's not the substance but the dose and the settingFrog Act posted:just post nice things in here okay https://i.imgur.com/nYYPvJG.gifv https://i.imgur.com/Fk6BslO.gifv https://i.imgur.com/DEK9JGx.gifv https://i.imgur.com/AnolreZ.gifv https://i.imgur.com/nzUyqxv.gifv take care of yourselves goons
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Aug 10, 2019 12:31
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I went outside Thursday and since then I've had an intermittent rash that's been popping up on random parts of my body. First my left knee, then my right shoulder, then my stomach, then my left foot, and now the back of my neck. Same thing happened one of the other recent times I went outside and allegedly enjoyed nature. I still have some antihistamine tablets from when I went to the doctor then, so it's been fine I guess, but ugh. Never go outside folks.
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Aug 10, 2019 15:42
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Welp, the Epstein news pretty much guarantees I'll be feeling like a paranoid schizophrenic got at least a couple days Crack Ping
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Aug 10, 2019 16:09
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Addamere posted:I went outside Thursday and since then I've had an intermittent rash that's been popping up on random parts of my body. First my left knee, then my right shoulder, then my stomach, then my left foot, and now the back of my neck. gotta get tested for allergies and get some shots imo
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Aug 10, 2019 17:52
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Chokes McGee posted:gotta get tested for allergies and get some shots imo Upon reading this I googled what allergic skin reactions look like and yep that's me. What's weird is I've lived in Minneapolis two years now and last summer I was fine. But also I live near the river instead of near a pond, so I guess maybe the immediately local flora is different. I'll bring it up with my doc. Until then, I guess I'll just avoid the beautiful riverside parks. 
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Aug 10, 2019 18:00
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Addamere posted:Upon reading this I googled what allergic skin reactions look like and yep that's me. If it makes you feel any better, I'm so hideously allergic to grass that I used to joke slipping a single blade of grass into my drink would kill me and then I drunk a hemp milkshake my tongue swelled lmfao
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Aug 10, 2019 22:31
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I got some topical ointment an antihistamine for free thanks to my socialist health care, and will be scheduling a visit to my doc about it. Also for free. Thanks, socialist health care!
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Aug 11, 2019 00:37
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Goon Danton posted:Welp, the Epstein news pretty much guarantees I'll be feeling like a paranoid schizophrenic got at least a couple days  I was out all day doing something constructive, fun, and social and now it feels like I’m having a stroke lmao
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Aug 11, 2019 01:01
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I'm about to enter my 8th year of a PhD program without having defended a dissertation proposal and I despise my topic but have no job skills, no hope, and have driven all my friends away
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Aug 11, 2019 01:46
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drat, friend. that's a hell of a thing to face. I've got no advice, just a general hope for your happiness
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Aug 11, 2019 02:03
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Goon Danton posted:Welp, the Epstein news pretty much guarantees I'll be feeling like a paranoid schizophrenic got at least a couple days I've been dissociating pretty heavily on and off all day between this news, being sick and therefore jacked up on cold medicine, and also still adjusting to being on an antidepressant for the first time ever. On the plus side, I'm taking an antidepressant now (my severe depression had gone completely untreated for years until last month) and start a new job on Monday after leaving a toxic work environment that was causing me intense stress and anxiety. So that's exciting. But yeah, today has been a doozy. Been F5'ing CSPAM and crack-pinging all day.
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Aug 11, 2019 03:03
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You picked a hell of a day to start, but gently caress yeah pills that don't break your brain
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Aug 11, 2019 03:26
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i developed anxiety, paranoia and suicidal ideation while i was employed at a place where i was alone 7 hours a day doing completely mindless work so i'd spend the whole time thinking about all of the bad things that could possibly happen to me and feeling like i should commit suicide these were not good things for my brain to begin to associate with working and the long term effects have not been great lol
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Aug 11, 2019 06:18
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