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Bust Rodd posted:Methanar at D&D: this castle sucks. I’ve slayed the dragon, boned the barbarian witch babes, pulled the flaming sword from the cryptic Puzzle Cube. Nothing is working, nothing makes me feel better. I go to sleep. 
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Bust Rodd posted:Methanar at D&D: this castle sucks. Ive slayed the dragon, boned the barbarian witch babes, pulled the flaming sword from the cryptic Puzzle Cube. Nothing is working, nothing makes me feel better. I go to sleep. lmfao
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Feb 11, 2020 15:11
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Bust Rodd posted:Methanar at D&D: this castle sucks. Ive slayed the dragon, boned the barbarian witch babes, pulled the flaming sword from the cryptic Puzzle Cube. Nothing is working, nothing makes me feel better. I go to sleep.
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Bust Rodd posted:Methanar at D&D: this castle sucks. Ive slayed the dragon, boned the barbarian witch babes, pulled the flaming sword from the cryptic Puzzle Cube. Nothing is working, nothing makes me feel better. I go to sleep. Lol
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAIZ36GI4p8 In 2014 I wanted to do something similar to this. Take a picture every day. And for almost 3 years I did. Nearly every day I took a picture until one day it just sort of stopped. A daily habit for over 1000 days turned into about 25 occurrences in 150 days. Then it stopped. The last picture was taken the day I left red deer to move to lloydminster to move into the house I bought shortly after.  When I look at the old pictures I don't see anything good. Its all regret and embarassment, I wasn't happy in those pictures either. The same two emotions that have dominated my life since I was 3 years old, as far back as I can remember. I just went and shaved out of disgust at what I saw what I look like unshaven. So I had to stare at myself for 15 minutes shaving disgusted at myself. I looked horrible for years consecutively because I didn't shave, have proper haircuts or take care of acne and I'm covered in acne scars forever now because of it. My hair is thinning and falling out and my skin is ruined: the damage is permanent. What an unbelievable waste. I was crippled by so many people for so long I didn't know to even fix anything about myself. I spent 3 years resisting starting the pictures again and I don't know why. I don't know why I did that. I kept telling myself that it was too late to start again and I had already waited too long. I probably told myself that after a month after the last picture and kept saying it. The same reason I kept denying myself trying wow again and so many other things. "It's already too late". Last friday my psychologist referral finally came through and the receptionist offered to help me figure out how insurance coverage works because I didn't know which was extremely nice of her. She said she'd call me back on Monday after figuring it out. I've heard nothing back. I went through all of my insurance documents again to finally figure it out myself and there is actually an applicable clause hidden in there for mental health. Obviously the answer is call the psychologist's office and stop waiting to get the appointment arranged but I'm too embarrassed and stupid to have made the call yet. Methanar fucked around with this message at 10:56 on Feb 14, 2020 |
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Feb 14, 2020 10:28
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Call the psych you dumbass.
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Feb 14, 2020 11:03
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Do drugs until you die imo Everyone should do drugs until they die tbh
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Im sorry Im maybe a little confused, arent you a Canadian citizen? Dont you have access to public mental healthcare?
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Feb 15, 2020 14:53
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fuckin' ha, no. therapy here goes betwen $60 and $200 an hour, and the free ones are worthless. said as someone who's bounced around the system for 15 years
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Yeah you can see a psychiatrist for free through your clinic/GP but the wait times are abysmal and they're just doctors who will diagnose and prescribe to the best of their ability. Long term repeat-session talk therapy is still out of pocket/minimally covered by employer health plans, though as said there are free therapists but they're either "you only get to see me three times and I'm a student trying to get my degree" style or the therapist equivalent of a public defender lawyer.
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Feb 15, 2020 15:24
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Word. I really felt great about my time with a student therapist when I lived in Philly, he was absolutely excellent and it was only $25 a session, I was in crisis going twice a week. My new guy is $88 a visit and so I cant go as often as Id like and sometimes its like whelp I gotta get new tires, no therapy this month so I get it.
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Why did we wildly rubberband from -30 to +8 in <48 hours Climate change is going to kill us all.
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Methanar posted:Why did we wildly rubberband from -30 to +8 in <48 hours Because the polar cell has been failing for like 14 months. This is kind of, like, the end of the world. Typically, the poles have tight pockets of cold air that does neat stuff like push the jet stream away, keep the ice frozen, maintain precipitation patterns, and more! Now, because we done hosed up the atmosphere, that tight pocket is starting to look like those flappy arm men outside car lots. Just super cold air blending down into super warm air and all of it loving with everything everywhere. When its done well have an equable climate which is a fun thing to google while you imagine what happens to all the life that got used to our current climate, ice ages and all, over the last 66 million years or so.
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tuyop posted:Because the polar cell has been failing for like 14 months. This is kind of, like, the end of the world. This sounds like really good poo poo to be talking to the depressed suicidal goon about.
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The DSM-V acknowledges that the best course of treatment for depression is to tell the afflicted that nothing matters and that we're all going to die.
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Feb 22, 2020 00:09
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I really want to move somewhere cold and snowy from my current climate of cold and rainy. Change my mind.
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Arrhythmia posted:The DSM-V acknowledges that the best course of treatment for depression is to tell the afflicted that nothing matters and that we're all going to die. well yeah but the climate won't kill us for years, might as well be happy in those last few years/decades instead of being sad anyway.
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Feb 22, 2020 00:25
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Bedshaped posted:I really want to move somewhere cold and snowy from my current climate of cold and rainy. Change my mind. canada is full
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Feb 22, 2020 00:28
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Bedshaped posted:I really want to move somewhere cold and snowy from my current climate of cold and rainy. Change my mind. Cold and snowy is great, and if I could go to a place like that as well I would.
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Orcs and Ostriches posted:Cold and snowy is great, and if I could go to a place like that as well I would. have you ever felt your eyes freeze
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Orcs and Ostriches posted:Cold and snowy is great, and if I could go to a place like that as well I would. Have you felt snot freeze?
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Feb 22, 2020 03:37
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I live a bit south of Calgary and worked outdoor snow removal for years. I'd take a long winter over a long summer in a heartbeat.
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Feb 22, 2020 03:59
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move to outer space https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2a7clqqbHZI
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Arrhythmia posted:Have you felt snot freeze? I somehow left my fly open during a ski day at - 27C and I'm pretty sure I was close to cock frostbite.
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Feb 22, 2020 07:50
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Move to Australia, anywhere except Melbourne and enjoy actually nice weather Also you'd probably walk into a job doing k8s
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abigserve posted:Move to Australia, anywhere except Melbourne and enjoy actually nice weather Is australia still good about immigration from other commonwealth countries? I heard they went hard anti-immigration like everyone else.
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Feb 22, 2020 08:38
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move yourself regularly into the therapist's office
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Methanar posted:Is australia still good about immigration from other commonwealth countries? If you're a knowledge worker I think it's pretty easy. I have a few friends who got citizenship. The only thing I will say is that not being a citizen disqualifies you from getting a security clearance which basically disqualifies you from all government work
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Feb 22, 2020 09:44
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Cheer up OP. You could be like me who got a very desperate unsolicited job offer in Taber this week.
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lol at guy living south of Calgary who doesn't think he lives somewhere cold and snowy. Canadians, am I riteMethanar posted:Is australia still good about immigration from other commonwealth countries? gently caress no. It's nearly impossible to stay permanently without marrying an Aussie. My visa currently has a 31 month wait for approval. You can stay for two years pretty easily though if you're young and don't mind working in slave conditions on a farm in the outback for part of it Also Melbourne weather is amazing by Canadian standards. Sure it goes between 18c and 45c within hours but I'll take it. UnfortunateSexFart fucked around with this message at 17:42 on Feb 22, 2020 |
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I keep hearing mixed things about Australia. Come with me to New Zealand OP. Itll be like a tropical adventure 😎
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I'm at a Chinese buffet but i showed up 15 minutes early and they are still setting up. The lady dropped some tongs and still set them out lol
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which buffet and what's the ratio of white people over 60 to literally anyone else
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subpar anachronism posted:which buffet and what's the ratio of white people over 60 to literally anyone else 1:4 https://www.google.com/maps/place/S...!4d-113.4915257
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I made the mistake of volunteering to do work that was blocking a developer yesterday and today. Woops forgot I was supposed to stop trying to help because initiative is only ever punished here.
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poo poo, I went to this place once with my husband. The one green thing on the buffet was a sad tray of broccoli and everything else was beige or coated in corn syrup. It was super gross. Also how is therapy going OP?
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Feb 28, 2020 03:07
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Post good chinese food buffets to try
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Methanar posted:I made the mistake of volunteering to do work that was blocking a developer yesterday and today. I volunteered to send poo poo out early today and got chewed out by my manager 🤷🏼♂️ thats work dude, I just roll with it and try to not rock the boat.
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Methanar posted:Post good chinese food buffets to try This phrase is an oxymoron in Edmonton
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Methanar posted:Post good chinese food buffets to try I dont know of any good buffets, but All Happy Family Restaurant is my favourite Chinese place in town. Try their peaches and shrimp or peaches and chicken. Its good stuff.
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