Helsing posted:

Yes but early on you ruled out the explanation that Christianity is not true so why are you so gung go on logic all of a sudden. Sure if you're not raised Christian then you can use fairly elementary reasoning to poke holes in the Gospels but if you start out with at least a vaguely Christian perspective then there is nothing special about logic.

Perhaps the problem is that you are predestined for Hell, and your lack of faith is just a clue that you are not among the elect.