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lizardman posted:Weird analogy: say that for most of your life you told everyone in your life that you were Irish (actual Irish people reading, insert another nationality). You put on a fake Irish accent 24/7, you did stereotypical Irish things, dyed your hair and put on makeup to look more Irish, dated Irish folks (regardless if you were attracted to them or had any affection) just to keep up appearances, listened to music that came from Ireland regardless if you liked it, you went out drinking at pubs all the time even though it wasn't something you enjoyed doing because you thought it would make you seem more Irish. The big difference between pretending to be straight and pretending to be Irish is people are not generally bullied or given the cold shoulder or beaten up if they're not Irish. You had reasons for living as you did/do. Living closeted messes with your head. It's natural for steps towards a greater openeness to feel weird and uncomfortable. Try not to dwell on the past or what you could have done. You made the decisions that were right for you at the time, now you have to think about what you want to do in the future. Also, people make pretty big changes all the time. They go back to school, they move to a very different place, they end (or begin) a relationship, and their lifestyle changes radically along the way. Doesn't mean they were at any time "inauthentic", but it does mean they tried different things and (hopefully) became more confident about what they really wanted. Poison Cake fucked around with this message at 16:58 on May 16, 2015 |
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