- Doghouse
- Oct 22, 2004
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I was playing Harvest Moon 64 with this kid who lived on my street and my cows were not doing well and I got so raged up and frustrated that my eyes welled up with tears and my friend was like are you crying dude. Are you crying because of the cows. I didn't understand the feeding mechanic.
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You should really focus on getting your depression treated. Are you on medication for it? Applying for jobs will seem much easier if your depression is under control.
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- Doghouse
- Oct 22, 2004
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I was playing Harvest Moon 64 with this kid who lived on my street and my cows were not doing well and I got so raged up and frustrated that my eyes welled up with tears and my friend was like are you crying dude. Are you crying because of the cows. I didn't understand the feeding mechanic.
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I have been treating my depression constantly (almost, when I get low enough I stop taking medication or going to therapy) for the last 5 years. My depression is incredibly treatment resistant though. I have tried roughly 20 different medications, lots of therapy, and even electro convulsive therapy. Very little has even made a dent.
On a positive note despite the ridiculous frustration I was feeling that led to me starting this thread, I actually got contacted back for one of the non-minimum wage jobs I applied to.
I just started training for a Tier 2 tech support position for a small Internet/Phone/Cable provider.
I am only 2 days in, but I am kind of optimistic so far.
The second I was able to stop applying for jobs I felt a large metaphorical weight lift off my shoulders.
The trick now will be keeping my depression at bay so I don't totally gently caress this job up.
Wow. Good for you for addressing it, sorry nothing has worked, that's rough. And a big congrats on the job, sounds like something that could be much better than minimum wage and could have growth potential. Good luck.
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