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i have no idea why i should care about this
come talk to me when he eats her
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- ScRoTo TuRbOtUrD
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Cross posting from the Star Citizen thread:
 EFFORT POST:
For the morning crew to chew on, if I am being a jerk let me know, I will delete this, I am not minimizing depression or what Ben went through.
Timeline from very weak googling:
Been reading a lot of information put other there by Ben after Benghazi dropped... something didn't add up... and I read more than a few conflicting statements...
He wrote two LJ updates, one of April 16th and April 18th, 2016 to explain himself.
Ben makes one apology in the April 16th LJ update:
He is sorry it's so boring! I guess we are all just dum dums! Actually, this is a dodge. No one cares about his LJs. They are not the true issue here, it is the IRC chats. They are full of racism, pedophilia-related content, and threats of murder and violence (some against children). No one is using the LJs to troll Ben, or at least, that would be worthless as they are boring. But, Ben can explain the chats:
Ben Lesnick, April 16, 2016:
So, he's blaming SA for his disgusting IRC chats, right? Cause it convenient to blame the ones calling you out, no?
Something Awful was founded in 1999. Ben Lesnick would have been 18 years old when it was founded. Depending on when he discovered it and how long it took to 'idolize' it, he could well have been 19-20. This is further proven with:
The #WINGNUT IRC chat was founded in 1997 (and WCNEWS in 1998) a full 2 years before SA existed. If SA is to blame, this this:
Ben Lesnick, April 18, 2016:
is bollocks.
Two things here: If Something Awful is to blame as he says in the first missive, then this is simply not true. He would have been 18-20 range, an adult. Secondly, no one ever teased him for thinking cartoon anime women are hot. Some rational people might tell you that THINKING CARTOON ANIME CHILDREN are hot is BAD....that is the issue.... and if he was 17, how is a 17 year old thinking a 10 year old is "hot" and describing sexual things ok anywhere? Ben admits in graphic detail what he would do to a ten year old "cartoon anime woman," er child...
So, let's assume for the moment all of his gross rants and Hitler jokes and shooting up a classroom jokes are his to own, and not SA's fault... he was 17 and misguided.. he seriously was angry at the world? No friends, family, and nothing to live for? Losing your sight would be devastating, I am not minimized that at all... and maybe he did hide how he was feeling, but look at this.. is this the world of a anti-social, angsty teen who wrote those horrible things?
I get you were mad, depressed, and felt you wouldn't get out of life what you wanted... it would make anyone depressed. But it seems you had a tight family who loved you. Big parties, similar interests, and there are LJ after LJ of Ben buying things... every LJ is him buying a new toy or DVD series and enjoying it... he is passionate, and it shows... what doesn't show is the reason for the disturbing chats.
Who you are in secret is who you are in reality. That was exposed recently. I believe you have changed, but stop blaming everything and everyone else. Those things were inside you at one point, and you let them spill out onto the web in vibrant color, and people accepted you and you only got worse. Form 2002 and beyond you do some amazing things in your life, stuff even I have never done... I assume 1997-2002 was similar... your dad seems cool, did you go to Civil War reenactments with him? Museums with your mom, aquariums with your sister? I think you did...
But Ben, why do you never address: why did losing an eye make you joke about sex with kids? About shooting up a schoolroom of kids? How is the excuse that you felt you "had the world figure out" applicable? I would agree if it were embarrassing political posts or dumb ideas about society and its ill that were uncovered. If Sept 11th made you mad, why the racist rant against blacks, Chinese, etc? How do jokes about murdering kids fit into that narrative?
They don't. I do not deny you were very depressed. I do not claim to know how you felt during those dark times, and I am glad you found an outlet and friends to get through... but normal conversations between friends don't include these things. And if they do no one keeps a record of their awfulness. And then doubles down as to why they were kept.
If he truly did hate the world at one point and was just a dumb kid, it would have been in 1997-1999 time frame, and his chats would have started way before SA and any influence that would have had.
So by maybe, 24 you had mellowed?
Sorry, you were 27 when you wrote this stuff... lesson not learned?
DarkOff had a bit more to add, thanks Dark.
if i had the power i would round up every person who cared about this and destroy all their anime in front of them before murdering them with a hammer
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Apr 19, 2016 17:46
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- ScRoTo TuRbOtUrD
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i imagine that if i was doxxed and my employer found out i said that she would nod sagely
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Apr 19, 2016 17:48
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- ScRoTo TuRbOtUrD
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why are there 22 pages about a fat weirdo
It gets better when you look at post history.
SunSwipe has posted literally nothing but starcitizen for the past two months.
Should we call social services? Is Games truly like this?
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- ScRoTo TuRbOtUrD
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im the french au pair
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Apr 17, 2016 19:24
if you think i'm going to waste any of my life looking it up
