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My usual Sunday night anxiety loving exploded and I didn't sleep all night. Went into work at 9, can't leave until 5:30. My options for getting home are crushing myself onto a crowded bus full of screaming bumpkins, or sludging home for 40 mins in 200+ AQI air that's grey with filth and cancer. I literally can't decide which would be the worse choice. There is nothing I hate more than the grandmothers-with-kindergarteners nonstop stare-fest that my bus ride would be, but also the air tastes like burning and I don't know if I have enough juice in my body or soul to make it home on foot. Also I have a headache from not sleeping and I keep pooping weird because my stomach is all wound up from anxiety. I can't concentrate on my work, and I can't go home early because I took time off last week due to a bad migraine and I would feel like a real rear end. Yay!
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