Mustang posted:

This week I'm going to go to Behavioral Health for the first time.

I'm so loving worn out. Just loving done. I'm on the BDE staff and treated like a CPT that's fighting to earn a command rather than a CPT that's on the way out.

I just want to make it to the day I sign out on ETS leave without doing anything that violates the UCMJ or costs me my GI Bill.

I can't sleep without sleeping pills from the shopette because I spend all night wondering what bullshit is going to get dropped on me the next day. Similarly by mid afternoon on Sunday I'm stressed out about how much Monday is going to suck.

I don't have a shred of patience left for anything the Army does. I only have a few months of work left but the poo poo just keeps piling up. The expectations keep getting higher.

I just want to be happy.