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Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


got an interview at a place i really really wanna work at tomorrow and im loving terrified

i feel like im nowhere near good enough for them and i dont think im even any good at what i do anyway

i want to drink but i have another video interview in half an hour so i have to get through that first

ughhhhhhhhh

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Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


thanks guys

i know im not perfect but i can at least try and i can at least be confident!!!!

i just wish there was something that could stop this stupid fight or flight stress response

its really fuckin me up

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


jerry seinfel posted:

if you can get your hand on some cbd it's pretty nice. just calms you down with out making you goofy or anythin

like, i was driving once and had some and was like 'wow id be real pissed at this dude doing 20 under the speed limit but im just OK with it'

my experiences with weed so far involve a whole bunch of spinning on leather couches, time warps, and eating entire packs of pepperoni

maybe that's the thc tho, the cbd i have no idea

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


jerry seinfel posted:

cbd you can/could get off of like amazon so its legality is questionable. it doesn't really do much excpet just take down how stressed you can get

i used to be extremely nervous when doing public speaking. it wouldn't make it super easy, but it definitely made me a lot more calm and able to not break down into nervous stuttering

that's fair. cbd would work well. cant wait until mj is legal in massachusetts

i heard that beta blockers do something similar/get rid of that HOLY loving poo poo PANIC PANIC PANIC feeling so those might work too??

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


triple sulk posted:

switch desperately needs jrpgs like real bad

might just buy xc2 outta desperation. i kinda wanna go fully digital because switching carts is annoying but i also like owning the physical games too

octopath

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


whats this about the piss tape

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.



brow suggests dude but everything else suggests lady




i want lady

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.



thought this was gonna say cokk

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


im still really hosed up about tomorrow, this is make or break for my entire career guys

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


BeOSPOS posted:

good luck!

tyttytytytytytytytytytytytytytyyt

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


triple sulk posted:

you'll be fine

remember

donald j trump is the 45th and current president of the united states of america

you can do anything

:unsmith:

i can do it frrriiiggyyyeaaaarrhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ugh i wish the fuckin 7/11 was open. they closed it for remodeling. im hungry

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


gently caress it im making meatballs

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


Rah! posted:

i hope u charged ur crystals

i bet it was the word "break" that procced that


boobiessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


maybe 3/4 of a growler of cider the night before an interview was a bad idea

i might have a problem

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


Relevant Tangent posted:

yeah, you didn't finish the growler :xd:

(Seriously though, that is red flag behavior)

we talking red flag from an employer's perspective or from a "please get help" perspective

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


gotta say I'm pretty loving disappointed in myself. if I can't be trusted with alcohol then I can't really be trusted with much at all.

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


what the gently caress, the interviewers actually were understanding and let me reschedule the interview. I'm not going to let them (and me) down again.

and i DEFINITELY have a bad relationship with alcohol. I need to learn that I'm not in college anymore.

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.



im not gonna lie, im pretty sure the end of the world will happen in the next 10-15 years

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


[ask] me about drinking an entire growler's worth of cider in 1~2 hrs and being too sick to go to an interview the next day

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


no, I'm still not over that fuckup

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


Guy Goodbody posted:

The Trump administration is reportedly forcing evacuees from Puerto Rico to sign promissory notes ensuring full repayment for transportation costs and is keeping evacuees' passports as collateral.

holy poo poo

SOCIALIST REVOLUTION :black101:

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


Zeroisanumber posted:

That's one of those red flags that people talk about.

I am well aware :negative:

i have a terrible relationship with alcohol

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


welp i said that company was willing to reschedule the interview but it's been a day and a half or so and they still haven't gotten back to me with a new date so i think they're actually peeved and just lied about it lmao

lmao lmao lmao :matters:

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


still no word from the people I had to cancel an interview with last week - they're definitely mad over it. welp.

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


YOU A loving HAT posted:

gee maybe you shouldn't have gotten shitfaced the night before


maybe



you have a problem

























that you need to address because it's costing you jobs

maybe

I know :( I have a very poor relationship with alcohol and using it to self-medicate for anxiety...I swear I'll get better about it. I will. I am.

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


I don't actually want to drink right now or even look at alcohol for the foreseeable future which is strange given that my first instinct when I was nervous about the interview was to drink most of a growler so maybe it is an addiction holy poo poo

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


Lastgirl posted:

bannimal cannibal, banal bannonbal big arse blown oot liver elephant at the gates

Bananimal

(also thx for the well-wishes, I'll figure it out :love:)

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


Quotey posted:

i'm a little above 600 days not smoking cigarettes and still get intense cravings occasionally. this is my life, forever. i'll never quit again.

Never stop quitting cigarettes. They're killers.

Jazerus posted:

orgs that are extremely rigid during the hiring process are often not great places to work. this is separate from pollyanna needing to dry out

I mean I kinda get why they be peeved but this is also after they said they get back to me to reschedule so they're also possibly too busy/juggling too many balls. it's also a mostly front end position which I'm trying to move away from anyway but it's also with cool people who do good work so

still hosed off at myself for that move. but I've learned and grown.

Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.


noooooooo i missed it

hail satan

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Pollyanna
Mar 5, 2005

Milk's on them.



sweat stains lol

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