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Josherino)
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Glad you did this concept justice unlike my lovely thread that only served to display my personal crippling mental illness, op
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# ¿ Feb 10, 2019 22:22 |
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# ¿ May 12, 2024 19:24 |
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I cant speak to anyone elses lived experience, but for me, smoking weed became a serious loving problem and ive felt a lot better since i knocked it off.
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# ¿ Feb 14, 2019 05:00 |
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Found a really really nice therapist and saw her today, one step closer to my ultimate goal of becoming an estrogen golem, heres hoping its that easy to get into a good endocrinologist
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# ¿ Feb 28, 2019 22:35 |
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Zyla posted:i went to a party last night! Wow are you me? Ive got a therapist appointment monday where i kiinda need to get my gender dysphoria write up because an amaazing endocrinologist agreed to see me in 2 weeks instead of the normal several months and im nervous af
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# ¿ Mar 24, 2019 11:29 |
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I dislike how inherently maybe narcissistic this is to ask, and if there is no taker because it is a task of emotional labor to read my posts, then thats actually fine, because I feel happier and more stable than at any memorable time in my life. High water mark feeling that is not even far from a recent tragedy that I am still dealing with, but I feel like the water rushed back in after a big impact. I have been posting pretty non stop and with very minimal self editing, and unless I am clearly lying, I am posting truthfully to my inner monologue, fishing for the things that seem best in the stream, but honest fishing. I intend to stop posting so much about myself anyway. This isn't from an egotistical desire to be seen so much as a desire to be judged, for my posts. Moreover I am interested in whether or not my posts are judged as helpful as opposed to harmful. It feels ethically imperative for me to be better informed about the possibility that I am a fool, and short of showing a therapist my posts, which is a hilarious idea I wouldn't dare do, I shrug toward this bedlamthread.
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# ¿ May 4, 2023 06:08 |
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I am feeling pretty good anyway, but I do like to consider why it also might be a good idea for me to go back to therapy. I am successfully sober as a turk since my first post in this thread, and a lot of other nice things, but I am like Pinocchio in regard to my gently caress working period ever positions
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# ¿ May 4, 2023 06:17 |
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Fairest possible first blush. Thankfully it's not the first time or worst time I've experienced with the knowledge of relationship styles like hypervigilance, but, like my extreme aversion to doing so called work that is considered valid or productive capitalist humanstock value wise, I have over rationalized and even begun to turn mystical, my antipathy toward all hitherto known forms of labor
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# ¿ May 4, 2023 08:28 |
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# ¿ May 12, 2024 19:24 |
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I don't do social work professionally but I know a little about systems in certain places, as I'm sure you do as well, but if u wanted to talk about that or anything else here or in my thread about being happy, I will try to do only good posts
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# ¿ May 6, 2023 19:46 |