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I was told if you drank alcohol while taking hydrocodon you would simply pass out and stop breathing. I took all I had left which is twice the max dose and drank over a bottle of my favorite wine. I'm just drunk and slightly high and now have to deal with the fact that I tried to kill myself. |
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Is this something you're still thinking about? Talk to someone who can guide you through it please. Call 1-800-273-8255. |
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Apr 26, 2019 04:49
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I'm not trying to deflect what you're talking about or having you stop talking here if that's what you're wanting. |
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Apr 26, 2019 04:52
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Just wanted to complain. Thanks.
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Apr 26, 2019 05:00
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That's fine. We all do things that feel lovely sometimes and it sucks. |
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Apr 26, 2019 05:01
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not often that I'm glad someone fails at something but here we are op, glad you're still alive and please listen to mr. pepper's advice:Bo-Pepper posted:Is this something you're still thinking about? Talk to someone who can guide you through it please. Call 1-800-273-8255. Bo-Pepper posted:That's fine. We all do things that feel lovely sometimes and it sucks. |
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Apr 26, 2019 05:04
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I like to complain about KIDS TODAY  Post more complaints |
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Apr 26, 2019 05:05
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I always thought people who "attempted suicide" were really just crying for help. I thought it was black and white. I avoided even a single beer while taking hydrocodon for pain. Now even having grossly ignored the warning labels, here I am. It sucks.
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Yo if you need someone to talk to I'm available. I live with chronic pain as well and attempted suicide a couple times a long time ago so we at least have some common ground. I'm also a loving Eve nerd too so... |
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Suicide attempts are very commonly impulsive actions taken sometimes without an obvious cause. Like standing on a cliff and taking that jump we're all scared we'll do. |
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Apr 26, 2019 05:09
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nazca posted:I always thought people who "attempted suicide" were really just crying for help. I thought it was black and white. lots of things sucks but getting another chance to live isn't one of them. you don;t have to answer but i'm curious why you want out so badly and is there anything anyone here can do to help you make things better? |
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Apr 26, 2019 05:10
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It's not something you should punish yourself over but it is absolutely something you should talk with someone about. |
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Apr 26, 2019 05:11
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Bo-Pepper posted:It's not something you should punish yourself over but it is absolutely something you should talk with someone about. |
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Apr 26, 2019 05:11
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Not really. Just living in a dark cloud of inescapable abyss of depression and pain. I do love Eve. One of the few things that does make me happy.
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Apr 26, 2019 05:17
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The people I have known who have completed suicide have always always left the world poorer for having left it. I know the weight of depression and the cloud it brings over your life, but please remember that. And complain all you want. Sometimes poo poo sucks. It's okay to say that out loud. |
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Apr 26, 2019 05:19
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plz don’t kill your self
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Apr 26, 2019 05:20
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 i wish you well op. i'm glad you're here posting with us.
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I hope me being earnest about this isn't cheesy OP but I'm super earnest about this stuff. |
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Apr 26, 2019 05:22
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Pulcinella di Bund posted:plz don’t kill your self Don't worry I hosed it up. I've just kind of went up a grade in the high school of major depressive disorder.
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Do you have people you talk with about these issues? Not just some doctor who throws pain pills at you. Someone who is an actual therapist? |
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nazca posted:Don't worry I hosed it up. I think you should call somebody you trust who can check on you or stay the night with you . ---------------- |
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Bo-Pepper posted:Do you have people you talk with about these issues? Not just some doctor who throws pain pills at you. Someone who is an actual therapist? Not really. I'm afraid to talk to any one about it who isn't behind the thin veil of Internet anonymity. I don't want to get 5150'd
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This is why I wold hope that at some point you may call that number I put up top. It's anonymous. There's people on the other end that can point you to resources near you that won't just be some hack looking at you like a hot potato to throw in a ward for a few days. Trying to be tough and white knuckling your depression is simply not the way to go. |
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Bo-Pepper posted:This is why I wold hope that at some point you may call that number I put up top. It's anonymous. There's people on the other end that can point you to resources near you that won't just be some hack looking at you like a hot potato to throw in a ward for a few days. Trying to be tough and white knuckling your depression is simply not the way to go. I called a number like that before. There was a wait list of over an hour. I then found an email address that was kind of the same thing. Response time was like 24 hours and each response was from a different person. It was like dealing with tech support.
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the suicide hotline never had a wait time ....that would defeat the purpose ..
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Pulcinella di Bund posted:the suicide hotline never had a wait time ....that would defeat the purpose .. I was surprised as well. But in the end if they have a high amount of callers that they aren't staffed to handle, what are they to do?
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Resting Lich Face posted:The hotlines are a joke tbh. Waste of time. I think so too.
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The support hotline is best thought of as a bridge to something more durable and closer to you. My best advice would be to be aware of the easy impulse to short circuit support efforts by assuming ahead of time they won't be helpful. |
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Bo-Pepper posted:The support hotline is best thought of as a bridge to something more durable and closer to you. My best advice would be to be aware of the easy impulse to short circuit support efforts by assuming ahead of time they won't be helpful. I just think they're designed to keep you talking, simply to give you something to do and pre occupy you. That's not what I need. To be fair, I don't know what I need. nazca fucked around with this message at 06:09 on Apr 26, 2019
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Glad you're still around op - hope you take Bo-peppers advice, it is good and wise. Even if there is a wait time on the phone line it might be worth a shot - at this point anything that can potentially help might be? Not like you'll lose anything or that it's the only way if it doesn't work out. Anyways I hope things get better for you soon mate, sending you chill and positive vibes from down here at the arse end of the earth.
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nazca posted:I just thing they're designed to keep you talking, simply to give you something to do and pre occupy you. That's not what I need. Probably antidepressants. See your doctor. |
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Random internet people can be useful in the moment if you're lucky to have a good roll of the dice but nothing replaces a real therapist who is properly empathetic and learns who you are. |
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Resting Lich Face posted:Probably antidepressants. See your doctor. It's more complicated then that. I'm afraid of being thrown in a padded room.
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nazca posted:I just thing they're designed to keep you talking, simply to give you something to do and pre occupy you. That's not what I need. They absolutely are designed to keep you talking. You're not wrong there. Because research has shown time and again that if you can keep a person talking and move them away from the moment and the impulsive thought that their chances of completing suicide drops precipitously. I believe you need someone who knows who you are that you trust that can hear what you have to say. I could be wrong. Maybe there's something in your life that will keep you moving forward. At the end of the day I am a random internet person. But I feel as strongly as I feel about almost anything that you would be helped by sitting down with someone. Bo-Pepper fucked around with this message at 06:01 on Apr 26, 2019 |
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I have a friend who has one of those mental professions. I texted her.
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