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credburn posted:... I wouldn't be who I am if it wasn't because of my autism, but I've also lived a life of constant anxiety, fear, confusion, and misery. I am at a point in my life where I have everything I could ever want, so like, things turned out okay, but it's after 35 years of bullshit. Probably a full quarter of my life has been spent in a constant state of considering suicide and assuming that that would be how I would go. Even if things are better now, I would sacrifice everything I have to start over and just be able to experience life like a normal person. Hi. I'm probably autistic in some ways myself. I say probably because getting a diagnosis as an adult doesn't seem to be A Thing That Happens in my local area of US, so hearing that someone else has gone through similar mental states and experiences is very validating. So, thanks for typing that out. It means a lot.
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# ¿ Oct 27, 2019 18:16 |
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# ¿ May 21, 2024 12:35 |
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Luneshot posted:... That sounds like it could be a form of stimming or a touch of obsessive-compulsive .. something. Not disorder, as that sounds more like a quirk than something that makes it difficult to live your life. As it's described here, at least. Anyway, short answer is yes. It's a known thing that presents itself in different ways. Hell, there's a whole industry of fidget toys to satisfy that urge.
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# ¿ Feb 19, 2020 06:57 |
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Organza Quiz posted:I'm currently being assessed for ASD (probably a couple more sessions left) and I'm curious about how others think about time and the future and how that relates to enjoying routine and not liking changes of plans. Rings super true with me. Sometimes it's okay because I have some other routine, or process, or whatever that I can switch to. When that's not available, though, cripes it's super upsetting.
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# ¿ Feb 2, 2021 01:19 |
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organburner posted:It turns out when you don't know social interactions intuitively and you need to do them intellectually it becomes mentally exhausting. Just wanted to comment on the above. VR chat does not require VR gear. There's a desktop mode. They also have groups you can join now which in theory will lead to people with similar interests. I haven't really tried them yet, so can't comment. They weren't a thing when I started. My method wound up being to find a social-ish game I was comfortable with (Magic freeze tag, in my case) and mostly just play that because it was fun and also allowed for little bits of socializing here and there. After doing it for long enough I started finding people who I kind of vibed with and became virtual friends with. Then you hang out in discord and see where things go. Not everyone stuck around. I left one group entirely. But I'm still with some of them.
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