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FUCK SNEEP
Apr 21, 2007




Finicums Wake posted:

in another thread, someone posted the last emails he sent to his mailing list about his battle with cancer. i don't know how to embed quotes within quotes, but you can follow the link:

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How does it feel to have stage 4 cancer? Like being physically trapped in a hurting maze. Woke up around 6 this morning hurting darn bad, trembly skin sensation, cold feeling internally, cant go back to sleep and ached too much to get out of bed, so only thing i can really do is start the deep breaths slowly trying to get blood flow to my brain and half paralyzed leg, pulling in the air up to the fully inhaled lungs, then releasing to relaxed, 30 reps, once the tingling in hands and feet start up I focus that air flow with more breaths, knowing i am circulating and tingling, vibrating really good, then i max that out best i can with another hour of breathing and pausing. My attention is on my breathing, a meditation to clear the mind and allow a manifestation of emotion to come through. I keep my eyes closed mostly, but as thoughts of new ideas spring up i listen for inspired thoughts. I see that light is just now shining on the tree out my window and new leaves of springtime are sprouting bigger today. Love the colors.

Oh Dees... :(

RIP to a real one

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