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I’ve always had trouble sleeping. In middle school I always lay awake and got scolded for staying up. In high school I had so much trouble sleeping that if I didn’t sleep before 3am I’d have to stay up or I’d miss school. This has happened to me on a semi regular basis until about 10 years ago. Nothing really happened except that I was able to at least sleep before 2am. Currently my sleep quality is terrible and I’ll only fall asleep around 2 am, getting up about a minute or so before I’m supposed to check in for work online. I haven’t dreamt for years, not that I remember anyway. Sleeping is one of the more horrible things in my life, or maybe, getting up is. It’s a necessity and waking up takes an immense amount of energy, so much that it feels counterproductive. Alcohol or no alcohol doesn’t seem to matter. I have been in the sauce and I’ve been off the sauce for half a year and my sleep quality won’t improve. Pot helps but it makes me useless the next day. I hope to experience decent sleep before I’m a geriatric old gently caress.
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Jan 10, 2021 02:09
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