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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tsfnuyyjaB0 i can't get into my crack stories. first time wasn't voluntary. certainly makes cocaine pointless. and then you're like hey this is expensive, meth lasts longer and no one even smokes rock anymore i will probably never do cocaine again because it will not be any fun but it will give my brain enough reckless juice for it to say "hey, it would be a great idea to go all out and find meth" and at that point i might as well just head over to home depot and light up the charcoal grill inside a shed on their lot, sealed up with foam spray and leave a 5 star google review so yeah, never again. unless i'm in like thailand and the kids are grown up and i'm divorced or something because YOLRUYRE (you only live repeatedly until you reach enlightment) edit: the only people i've smoked crack with were wealthy. one of them was a relative of whitney houston. she didn't partake. don't try crack. it's great kntfkr fucked around with this message at 20:12 on Mar 14, 2022 |
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D.A.R.E to smoke crack
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i feel genuinely blessed that opiates only make me feel itchy and throw up. I remember at rutgers it was like a dollar a milligram for oxys and kids were spending $80 like it was nothing and the high felt like it was worth two bucks
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JnnyThndrs posted:I used to be one of those ‘I don’t have an addictive personality, blah blah blah’ people - booze just depresses me, weed makes me irritable, psychedelics are very much not fun for me, opiates don’t have a huge effect unless used in huge expensive doses and coke is fun for about ten minutes. meth now is much worse for your brain you still think your brain is hosed up even after years of abstinence?
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JnnyThndrs posted:Yeah, to some degree. I don’t really feel strong emotions anymore, everything’s just sort of ‘meh’ - I think they call that anhedonia? I’m sure it’s a dopamine/serotonin thing, but I really don’t want to go down the psych drug path, I’m pretty much used to it by now. I can really see why the relapse rate is so bad for meth users. Yeah, anhedonia is a diminished capacity for joy. I was worried about that because I was a binge user. For years. Like I'd have a big weekend and then nothing for a month or two with each binge being more disastrous than the last. I still feel joy though and I'd like to attribute that to ayahuasca which studies say promotes neurogenesis evangellion and can feel like brain surgery. I'm going back for three days in May.
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