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I was a stupid fat idiot teenager that nobody liked. When I was in public I was either stone silent staring sinisterly or drinking too much and acting like Drop Dead Fred, lets not dwell on what made me that way. I wanted to make a hack because it was easy and I was lazy but it wasnt easy it was a bitch and a half and without GeektheMage it never wouldve worked ever cause he made this weird java runtime text compressor/decompressor program that I still have the files for in an old email but it doesnt seem to function anymore so whatever. He's awesome for that. He also wrote all battle dialogue and the opera scene. Throwing the baby was my idea. Im proud of that one. I did tons and tons of sprites and some gems here and there, fire is natures water, classic. Literally everything else was stolen. Every single line came from like Space Ghost Coast to Coast or Aqua Teen Hunger Force or from goon custom titles which were just movie quotes most of the time. I stole some lines from some comedy write up from Rope Kid, I felt bad about that, but that was the point, this was representing the internet, so of course it is mostly comprised of pirates and stolen content. Lowtax was relegated to the optional character Gogo because none of this was about him, there were no gods or mods above the goon that stands beside you, that was our way back then, but we turned on each other and the sense of family fell apart. But thats neither her nor there. I used the bad gay people word a lot because I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry hadn't come out yet and I had no frame of reference that it might be hurtful to others in my manic lonely world of endless seclusion and pain. Im sorry. i dont apologize for the goatse the way it sucks you in is art It was a very very bad time in my life, i am unfathomably lucky to have crawled away and become a halfway decent person. I said I worked on it for 2 years, but a year and a half I was away selling magazines door to door, lets not dwell on what made me that way, but yadda yadda I did some writing for the game in solitary at hopkins county jail, theres a line about peach ice cream that I copied from a Jeff Foxworthy book there. So I made the thing for purely selfish purposes, just a grotesque self aggrandizing wank not unlike a community play a small town city council puts on about themselves defeating the evil empire of government regulation or some poo poo. TCC was a broken dumb spell that I just clicked everything on, I hosed up the map near triangle island which hosed up other things like the haunted mansion, and stuffed in too much text which hosed up the ending which is kind of poetic that you just do all that work building up to a broken ending of silence. Anyway Im sorry it sucked and I put a terrible hateful thing into the world that is disrespectful to women and several asian races. I dont deserve the happiness I have gained in my life, but I will do my best to appreciate it and be a better person. Im very very sorry, thank you. X JAKK fucked around with this message at 00:31 on Jan 10, 2024 |
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Is this some front page poo poo OP
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Jan 10, 2024 00:30
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It was fine.
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Jan 10, 2024 00:31
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It was of its time. We were all terrible people.
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Jan 10, 2024 00:32
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What's Awful Fantasy?
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Jan 10, 2024 00:33
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A final fantasy 6 romhack with a bunch of ancient SA references in it.
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Jan 10, 2024 00:34
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I downloaded it but didn't play it. You should make a multi-part documentary about it on your Youtube channel. Thank you for your service.
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Jan 10, 2024 00:34
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X JAKK posted:I dont deserve the happiness I have gained in my life, but I will do my best to appreciate it and be a better person. whoever has told you that needs to permanently shut the gently caress up
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Jan 10, 2024 00:35
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Awful Fantasy
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Jan 10, 2024 00:36
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On behalf of all white men worldwide I forgive you op.
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Jan 10, 2024 00:37
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That smiling nacho chip guy from the NACHO?! picture wasnt even me, it was some random Hungarian dude cause I was embarrassed i was too young to grow a real goatee
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Jan 10, 2024 00:57
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I only played a couple of hours of it, but I appreciate what you were trying to do. Weirdos doing weird poo poo with nerd poo poo. Also see Red vs. Blue.
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Jan 10, 2024 01:01
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This is why my contributions to the internet are few and far between. Even at my age I'm not putting all my dumb poo poo out there....most of it at least. Different time though.
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Jan 10, 2024 01:03
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i forgive u op
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Jan 10, 2024 01:05
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when are you doing the lets play
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Jan 10, 2024 01:05
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I also downloaded but didn't play it. I assume you made some things within that are offensive, but i also have to assume they weren't done in malice and aren't over a line that makes it unforgivable. So it's nice you're acknowledging and apologising. You don't need to apologise for making awful cringey drivel though, that was what everyone did in their teenage years and formed the basis of this website
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Jan 10, 2024 01:19
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Nah gently caress that. I deserve to die because of my cringe.
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Jan 10, 2024 01:25
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Final fantasy blows, much like all anime
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Jan 10, 2024 01:27
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the real awful fantasy was the friends we made along the way
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Jan 10, 2024 01:27
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Dumb Sex-Parrot posted:whoever has told you that needs to permanently shut the gently caress up wow, I know the guy made Awful Fantasy but telling him to permanently shut up is pretty harsh
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Jan 10, 2024 01:42
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I think we all did really stupid poo poo back in those days, and you grew just as many of the other users here did. Having never gotten involved in/cared about any goon drama, for what it's worth, I always thought you were an interesting fellow going back to the Olde Times, and while I'm sorry you had to endure the struggles you had, I am glad you are in a better place and have grown for it. I mean, piss lol
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Jan 10, 2024 01:46
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You probably beat yourself up too much over people ribbing you about it OP. No one's mad, and if they were that would become the laughable part instead
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Jan 10, 2024 01:47
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I'm not reading all that. I'm happy for you though.
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Jan 10, 2024 01:48
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Dumb Sex-Parrot posted:whoever has told you that needs to permanently shut the gently caress up What this guy said. Going through my own stupidity and selfishness, the first thing you need to do is find a way to forgive yourself for the dumb stuff you did. THEN you can start work on fixing it and moving forward. Owning it is a good start, but you're still a person who has a right to happiness, even if you made or did something lovely. (Ps this doesn't mean people have to like you or be happy for you, they still get to choose their own stance on you and your stuff)
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Jan 10, 2024 01:50
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I was an incredibly drunk youth during that time OP so I don't remember it thus you are forgiven
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Jan 10, 2024 01:51
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I have pretty fond memories of Awful Fantasy. Outdated slurs that I thought were funny when I was sixteen aside, I consider it pretty brilliant.
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Jan 10, 2024 02:00
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Smugworth posted:What's Awful Fantasy? Having a dream about the OP
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Jan 10, 2024 02:06
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I got to the "World of Ruin" before it started glitching out in hilarious ways. I remember 90% of it being complete nonsense but it was a real labor of love.
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Jan 10, 2024 02:10
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i would like to personally apologize about saying retard so much as i used to do
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Jan 10, 2024 02:12
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i would like to apologize about the Discrimination
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Jan 10, 2024 02:16
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my rap sheet and post history generally tells the story of a deeply unhappy teenager, and later 20 something being a miserable, bitter poo poo before figuring their poo poo out in 2018 or so, which is terribly late in life to stop being a wretched rear end in a top hat, but I got there. A lot of us do eventually. Contrition is good, but forgive yourself and forgive others still on their journey. 
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Jan 10, 2024 02:22
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paypal me some reparations so we can finally put this to rest
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Jan 10, 2024 03:03
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Honestly I enjoyed it when I played it years ago so Probably doesn't hold up now though
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Jan 10, 2024 03:06
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awful fantasy ruled OP go back and read SA's front pages from around that time, nothing about it was anything more risque and questionable than what we were all already doing
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Jan 10, 2024 03:33
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ultros being replaced with the hamburglar was funny
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Jan 10, 2024 03:34
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OP has been holding onto this guilt all this time.
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Jan 10, 2024 03:48
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The part where you fight the golden retrievers from Lowtax's lame dog articles was great.
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Jan 10, 2024 03:52
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As were FF6 hax were the norms of the day, currently all apologies must be in the form of a ukulele song or the Video Game Company feels sad for releasing an unfinished product but lol thanks for the money anyway losers open letter.
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Jan 10, 2024 04:02
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I literally don't know and don't care but thanks for apologizing I guess.
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I'm also going to pretend I didn't find Awful Fantasy loving hilarious when I was younger, sorry
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