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Escape From Noise posted:My dad isn't perfect, but neither am I. I think we try to meet each other hire than halfway, most of the time. I love him. We see people we know. They're older. Some are pretty far along. Losing their memories. Some are at least peaceful with it. this terrifies me. my dad is 67, but he's started acting... more and more stubborn, strangely afraid of things that he never used to have issues with like driving certain distances or going out past certain times my mother is weaker than she's ever been... and she's never been strong. her life has always been ruled by anxiety, mental illness, and panic attacks which trigger asthma attacks which trigger panic attacks my grandma is physically here but mentally... basically gone ever since a stroke 4 years ago, and she'd been disappearing slowly already for a while prior to that my other grandma was several flavors of narcissist, sociopathic, and bipolar, never losing her wits but also never having been much of a human in the first place my grandpa died of lewy body dementia, completely consumed by delusions and hallucinations my other grandpa offed himself due to mental issues long before i was ever born with all of the above in mind..... there's absolutely no hope for me. none. nilch. nada. i'm gonna hit like 70 and absolutely lose my loving mind and thats just the way it's gonna be, there's not a doubt in my head about it DING
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