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Literally A Person posted:THAT WAS A SCARY MORNING PICTURE! I'M HANDSOME DAMNIT!!! Lol.. you were but you look like a corn cob face birth to that previous av face.. but handsome Wendigee fucked around with this message at 01:44 on Aug 3, 2023 |
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death cob for cutie posted:the emoticons are new, think he's trying to break up the text visually a bit i wanted people to actually see what i was saying and to hopefully not skim over it or think that they understand, because people will think they do, and then stop paying attention, and then it's even harder to get them to understand that there is more to it they're not getting ill do it again also i just thought it was funny stylistically when i wrote my first real attempt to honestly explain what i am like and what my life is like to others and to try to humanize myself while sharing very bizarre truths when u are someone who exists in a way that has very little overlap with most people's existence, anything you tend to mention involving that will be
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it creates a kind of 'best not miss' pressure to get a point across the first time you try to make it because you usually don't get another, people don't want to read multiple posts, or one big post. they do not really care. i am right this website's depictions of autism when i started posting here at 14 were the first thing thing that made me go "...do i have this?", while seeing the people who did just being mocked like ruthlessly immediately followed by "nope! im not a fedorite neckbeard, don't really watch anime, not obsessed with trains. i only liked sonic the hedgehog from age 3 to 8 or so, and therefore: not autism. autistic people sure got good taste in videogames tho and golly i love patterns. i bet everyone has such a hard time with eye contact '" I have hated myself and felt like an alien and bad person from a lack of understanding about and internalized denial towards autism that i first developed from the way it would be portrayed -here- at 14 years old. i really didn't want to be the 'self diagnosed autistic goon who just has social anxiety they don't want to face'. that's what autism looked like to me, that's what i didn't want to be, and that's why i refused to consider it as a potential possibility for about 20 years. this has lead to so many difficulties in my life. People blame you for problems with no diagnosis or explanation. They do either way, but without a diagnosis people act like everything that you might do that's different is intentional or because you're just bad in some medically illegitimate way. without a diagnosis you have no support or patience, you do not get the benefit of the doubt. i would obsessively mask any autistic traits, i thought they were broken things about me. i have trained myself to ignore just about every signal from my body, to seem normal. would white knuckle and klonopin-soak the sensory irritation from sunlight and sound and touch until id snap, break down. i never once looked into the symptoms or subjective experience to see if it resembled mine, i just looked at the diagnostic criteria and tried to not be that. because didn't wanna be neckbeard. i spent my teenage & most of my adult years trying to willpower away weird wiggles n poo poo or echolalia. i worried i had latent schizophrenia or schizotypal stuff from that and the way I'll write things out and have to read them to fully understand them or feel them myself - things have difficulty getting between one half of my brain to the other, i have weird stuff related to my corpus callosum, i think? and that allows me to kind of bypass the problem. it's what it feels like, and works. that's weird as gently caress to do and not know why for that long sa has come a long way from how it was: reading some actual info about autism on here is what broke through the denial and got me to consider i might actually have it and that it's not bad or something, idk. anyways, i like this website and the people on it and i genuinely think people just don't know what they're doing that causes damage Grey Cat posted:I'll chime in, it was 5 times, not 3, but yes I don't know why trying to shove someone about it who clearly said they don't want to hear it should be okay. I think if they wanted to talk about it, it should have been in the thread where it was being discussed, not singling someone out to rant about it (days later). I think that's the bigger issue here than the substance. i didn't know that several days had passed between July 31st and August 1st you didn't clearly say anything i decided to pm it to you instead of post it because people do not like that i write posts with a lot of words, i will pm people. i like to talk to people and have spent time thinking about this i thought i had some good points, and i still do, as i was right. i will post the post now quote:FirstnameLastname wrote on Aug 1, 2023 13:03: I don't like when people misrepresent things, nor when they play victim because they were sent a polite and i think quite cognizant point - you seem like a bad person if what i posited is objectionable enough to say it's on some other poo poo dont say I sent no 540 Slur Rant and w/e, the way this is repeatedly misrepresented and mischaracterized by you doesn't make sense to me, I don't like being mischaracterized. i don't go on rants, and tbh, you rub me off like all the people who have respected me the least in life, ive never said that to anyone before but it's true in this case I will not contact you again, don't worry Kchama posted:I'm reminded how the white hand/Sedanchair apparently would constantly send people deranged PMs until he was finally perma'd over it. He sent me some over the fact that he was too cowardly to reply to a question I asked him in D&D, lol, and ended the chain with (in response to me asking why doesn't he just reply to me in D&D if he could own me so hard in response to my question), quote, "No thanks bitch. Never forget you're not worth it." i didn't pm the other poster btw, idk what that was teemolover42069 posted:I'm sorry to keep bringing this up, I know the conversation is over. I don't mean to annoy anyone. But I have more to say about this. i see what you're doing here i tend to say those things a lot! i know rifht? especially in some recent PMs, not to you¿? kinda rude... hm, well i pmed grey cat smth w something like that about right when u posted it know why I'll buffer things i say with stupid little conflict avoidancey things like that? it's bc even when i have a lot to say and really no reason to be reserved, i apologize to everyone i speak to! because i am kinda traumatized by people they have done tremendous harm to me for no reason and in more ways than i would ever like to mention but one is by ppl mocking me behind:) my back for my broken, Retard brain, instead of saying something if theyve got a bone in :) their :) throats :) (USER WAS PUT ON PROBATION FOR THIS POST)
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FirstnameLastname posted:
I didn't read the rest of your post. I don't know what you think I'm doing here, I was making a joke about myself because I feel like people are tired of me talking about slurs, it was nothing to do with you and I have no idea what you're talking about. I have not talked about you behind your back to anyone. the only time I have spoken of you in any way was here, in this thread. absolutely nowhere else whatsoever. hope this helps.
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:03 |
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as one does
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:06 |
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jfc
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:07 |
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I for one am shocked that fnln is the one sending long-winded word salad slur-filled pms.
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:09 |
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freaks and weirdos...
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I didn't want to assume that the guy who routinely posts 5000 word screeds about why it's fine for him to use slurs was the one sending pms filled with slurs to people. woulda felt like profiling.FirstnameLastname posted:
someone else gave YOU 'mcveigh vibes'?
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:10 |
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This has to be a bit, right
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:10 |
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I don't see how this is going to end well, but I am glad we all can share a mutual distaste for the British.
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:11 |
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FNLN you should consider a self-imposed probe for a week or something because you shouldn't be this wrapped up in web 1.0 entertainment forum happenings This is a place for making funnies and laughing at pants making GBS threads
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:11 |
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Dandywalken posted:I don't see how this is going to end well, but I am glad we all can share a mutual distaste for the British. Tea swilling layabouts
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:12 |
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Hey guys I haven't stepped in the feedback thread in a bit. How's it goi-
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:13 |
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Thread's right back on track for some self pwnage and I am here for it
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emSparkly posted:Hey guys I haven't stepped in the feedback thread in a bit. How's it goi-
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:14 |
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You know what, I'll just give my own final opinion on the slur saga. Slurs make you look like a dick. Don't use them. Some people wanna reclaim those slurs that are used against them. That's fine. This is the only site I've ever really seen where people get banned/laughed out of the room for being unfunny 4chan level bigots, so I decided to stick around. The current policies seem to be doing OK.
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:22 |
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FirstnameLastname posted:I don't like being mischaracterized. i don't go on rants, and tbh, you rub me off like all the people who have respected me the least in life, ive never said that to anyone before but it's true in this case i can't bring myself to read this whole post, but bits of it keep popping out at me buddy,
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:22 |
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What in the gently caress
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:33 |
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GBS feedback thread functioning as intended
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:33 |
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Anybody read the whole thing yet who can tldr for us what the serious GBS feedbacker wrote
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:36 |
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Maybe nom epique should stop posting apple more like crapple and biden bad and start making 90% of their posts be barely intelligible gigantic screeds instead. It seems to offer a lot more leeway for some reason
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:46 |
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FirstnameLastname posted:i wanted people to actually see what i was saying and to hopefully not skim over it or think that they understand, because people will think they do, and then stop paying attention, and then it's even harder to get them to understand that there is more to it they're not getting
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Smugworth posted:Anybody read the whole thing yet who can tldr for us what the serious GBS feedbacker wrote yeah. it's about people not listening to you if you're autistic even though issues directly affect you, with tangents about growing up autistic as well as a belabored point about the UK/Australia using c*** that merited a strange PM for some reason and thinking a benign comment about pizza was an insult at the end. there was an earlier conversation in this thread between kagaya and some other posters who explored similar ideas that i thought was pretty thought provoking, if that didn't go anywhere this sure as hell isn't. the funniest part was this: FirstnameLastname posted:[*] I have to explain all these things this is efficient
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 03:59 |
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FirstnameLastname posted:i wanted people to actually see what i was saying and to hopefully not skim over it or think that they understand, because people will think they do, and then stop paying attention, and then it's even harder to get them to understand that there is more to it they're not getting
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FirstnameLastname posted:i wanted people to actually see what i was saying and to hopefully not skim over it or think that they understand, because people will think they do, and then stop paying attention, and then it's even harder to get them to understand that there is more to it they're not getting Not in MLA format gonna have to knock you down a grade
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 04:06 |
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I've always felt quoting huge posts was rather gauche. I much prefer trimming it to be a mocking summary of whatever the hell this giant rear end post is.
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 04:10 |
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FirstnameLastname posted:i wanted people to actually see what i was saying and to hopefully not skim over it or think that they understand, because people will think they do, and then stop paying attention, and then it's even harder to get them to understand that there is more to it they're not getting
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Perfect Potato posted:Maybe nom epique should stop posting apple more like crapple and biden bad and start making 90% of their posts be barely intelligible gigantic screeds instead. It seems to offer a lot more leeway for some reason Yea yea I'm starting to think nom is the problem too, i hope they catch that guy
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 04:16 |
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nom should be killed (USER WAS PUT ON PROBATION FOR THIS POST)
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 04:17 |
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Rest assured, I think we've seen the last of nom epique...
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 04:27 |
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just. just reboot the thread again
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cumpantry posted:just. just reboot the thread again Coward
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 04:29 |
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Ah yes, let's bring me into this again. I don't want to be a part of whatever the hell that is.
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 04:30 |
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and people were genuinely shaming me for not wanting to read fnln posts
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 04:31 |
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never read long posts. someone will sum it up a few posts later anyway. real sigmas don't read the summary either.
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 04:33 |
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Grey Cat posted:Ah yes, let's bring me into this again. I don't want to be a part of whatever the hell that is. You're a celebrity now.
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 04:36 |
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Literally A Person posted:You're a celebrity now. I would have preferred it was for my doodles and shops and unfunny jokes, not being a "bad person" in a wall of text.
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 04:39 |
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my updated summary is this poo poo sucks
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# ? Aug 3, 2023 04:40 |
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Ah, humanity. That fierce desire to express oneself - to be heard and understood. We all get it. Don't think you're above it.
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Grey Cat posted:I would have preferred it was for my doodles and shops and unfunny jokes, not being a "bad person" in a wall of text. It just means you're part of somebody's meltdown, which is a badge of honor here Bogus Adventure fucked around with this message at 04:44 on Aug 3, 2023 |
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