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Ice Blue Mink
Mar 21, 2017

by zen death robot
Nice meltdown, OP.

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Ice Blue Mink
Mar 21, 2017

by zen death robot

uber_stoat posted:

I've been squeamish about hanging ever since I read a William Burroughs story that mentions how you automatically ejaculate when your neck breaks due to some hosed up nerve impulse. I mean I can clean out my rear end with an enema but they're still gonna find me with dirty underpants. it's unseemly.

and putting together the stuff for a gas suicide kit takes too much effort. ultimately I think I am too lazy to kill myself, which is just as well I guess.

Whoa

Ice Blue Mink
Mar 21, 2017

by zen death robot

thathonkey posted:

i dunno i think it's kinda hard to OD on benzos alone maybe but if you start mixing them with other downers you can definitely gently caress yourself real hard real fast unless your goal is to die

Jesus Christ, googling this yields plenty of folks who should be recruited for TCC:

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Having said that, SWIM has mixed 150mg diazepam, 35mg bromazepam, 2mg alprazolam, 4 grams of phenibut, and (unknown amount) alcohol and just nodded the gently caress off (felt like taking a bunch of opiates) for around 8 hours and was high for probably 16 hours more...in retrospect this was extremely stupid, and while it wasn't a suicide attempt, it speaks volumes about the mindset SWIM was in at the time (SWIM is a self-diagnosed manic depressive).

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