my entire life is destroyed at 31, because I stupidly thought I could start a new job as machinist making paint only a month ago, before a loving plague virus eliminated overseas material trade shutting down the factory complex for the first time in 50 years.
Also the doctor doing my physical had the great idea of going on two week vacation skiing in italy and getting infected, so now my broken brain can't decide if the chest pains are just regular anxiety or if I'm gonna die coughing blood.
gently caress john lennon and i hope his wife beating rear end is burning in hell