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Expo70
Nov 15, 2021

Can't talk now, doing
Hot Girl Stuff
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Expo70
Nov 15, 2021

Can't talk now, doing
Hot Girl Stuff
reposting for convenience:

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Xathal posted:

Yes, these are significant concerns. Importantly, inaction on my part is also a choice. One claim the red batman (RB) entity made, which is proving plausible, is that others wish to leverage fear of deepfakes to set themselves up as arbiters of truth, establishing hardware-based signing of camera footage which is secured on permissioned ledgers. Naturally, the intention is to be able to claim that real video is deepfaked and that deepfakes are real. In the case of the police officer in your hypothetical, this could be done retroactively and undetectably. The current reference implementation upon which I am working does indeed use near-infrared (NIR), and can be detected and countered by active jamming, but these active jammers are detectable and can thus be addressed by real-world solutions like legislation prohibiting their use by public employees, or social opprobrium.

Some advice: If a scenario's actionable response feels immediately obvious to you on an intuitive level (to the point where the only clear alternative is inaction), its very often the case that you are underfitting and succumbing to a false binary where none exists.

You need to consider the holistic problemspace more clearly, as the knock-on-effects of your work ten or twenty years down the line are incomprehensible to you.

Consider the way neurons don't handle exponential information very well, and don't respond well to logarithms. Time and eventhood are naturally these things. Nobody can be Laplace's demon, because the universe on a fundamental level seeks to be unknowable.

The best heuristic guide I've ever found for knowing if what you're doing is right is to examine whether or not you are adding further complication to an existing system or reducing it.

Consider that you may think you are simplifying an imaginary scenario you have forseen to protect others, but what you're actually doing is complicating an existing scenario, adding complication beyond the scope you, or no one human can fully concieve of.

Its like shifting the blame: Guilt doesn't undo events.

Then think, again heuristically and intuitively: Who shifts blame when things don't go their way? Who invents blame, because blame is easier than acknowledgement, is easier than acceptance, is easier than growth? Who turns pain external, so when they hurt the world, they scratch the itch in their own mind?

Its reactionaries. They chase phantoms they themselves invent because the phantoms are simpler and easier to imagine than the very real things which exist and genuinely distress them about themselves -- which are almost always internal emotional problems which remain unsolved.

In an attempt to secure one of Kant's perfect duties, they create a hundred imperfect duties they cannot possibly imagine or solve for that the rest of humanity has to pick up the pieces with.

You have to know that what you're doing creates positive outcomes, instead of preventing negative outcomes, because negative outcomes in one scope are positive outcomes in another. In equlibrium, mutually assured destruction might be rationalized as the longest period of human peace but it also let humans hand-wave themselves of any existential duty to themselves by commodifying and then abandoning the future as a fantasy which never happens, that nobody will ever live long enough to see.

It solved for material concerns, and existentially poisoned humanity so badly that even trying to explain this idea to most people results in a kind of sociological panic where they try to align you with an outline of a spectre, a stereotype of an imagined enemy because that's easier than acknowledging the truth.

This is how you become an enemy to others, and in turn if you lose self image, how you become the silouette itself.

Metaphors are semantic. Like a semaphor, you only see the flags they raise. Do not drown in a vector field of semaphorian flags simply because of the way the light dances across them.

Xathal posted:

The other obvious Torment Nexus scenario is that Truth Beam use be mandated universally. Again, something like this technology will exist, so I can only develop the best systems possible, and apply as much pressure as I can toward making them transparent, honest, and decentralised.
The point of the VR show is, in large part, to make implementing such systems as universally available as possible. I will also license my patents for free for research, personal use, free distribution of open source hardware etc. Ultimately, I can only push as hard as I can with as much integrity as I have, but very much appreciate discussion of these risks (but especially when contrasted with other available options).
The idea that a thing is inevitable is a lie of ego: a selective intellectualization.

We tell ourselves this lie because we think if we can make the least awful version of a bad thing, we can reduce harm and level the playing-field. What you don't realize is you also level the playing-field not only to the bad actors you know exist, but the ones you don't know exist: As a result of this, you increase the total number of bad actors who are given actionable means to perform harm.

This might seem strange to you. Difficult, even.

I am speaking from tremendous experience when I tell you that this hubris is the foundation of why even if you solve the technical problems you are dealing with, you will be forced to account for the consequences of your own work that you cannot see: and your entire life will become an emotional struggle to stay alive.

Please understand precisely what I mean in the terms of "success", and "win":

I want your ideals to succeed. I do not think your practical implementation of these ideas represents your ideals, because ideals are an infinite plane and where our implementations exist is an infinite intersection of the changing lines of thought with the ever shifting infinite plane of reality's potential.

The idea itself is like calculating a landing-area. Any imagined version of the space in your mind may feel like a desert. It is not. You are in a tempast. That is the ocean.

Really, *REALLY* think about this.

Xathal posted:

Expo70, it is very easy for me to see how your mind could launch a thousand ships. Our experiences are clearly similar, and I will try my best to communicate in a loop which oscillates around a volume in concept space until we feel satisfied that the mind objects we've described are isomorphic.
Contact.


Xathal posted:

Yes. Although I forgot this for a long time and in remembering, came to believe that it is true for all selves. The various traumas we have experienced, I perceive as being gifts that lead to our rejecting the identities that have been constructed for us, and gaining some measure of understanding and input to the loop.

I don't see you presenting the opposite to have a complete object for those traumas and their nature, and so I will say:
I caution you: Do not become addicted to models. They are the serialization of thought.
When you only think in thoughts, all you know is thoughts.

It is good that you do not see yourself a victim, but do not decide words like "gift": gift implies posessorship and ownership and that's inherently very dangerous, because it gives metaphors power they don't deserve. Don't give them leverage against you. They are ruthless, because they are the most ancient parts of you.


Xathal posted:

I accept the label of inadequacy for the task that, in some way, I thrust upon myself. My perception is that we are all on the cliff edge, and so I choose to fashion wings as best I can, to straddle the line between surf and wax-melting sun for as long as I can, and to attach wings to as many other fallers as I can. I don't believe that I can defy gravity for ever, but I seem to have the ability to choose a constructed identity with which I can be satisfied when the rocks finally become unavoidable.
I have been on literal and metaphorical cliff edges in reality, and made the difference between the survival of myself and others through my action. Since conscious experience deserves "trust, care, dignity and respect", I view this as a win.

Thinking in this space, imagine what it means to be water. Even if you are smashed on the rocks, nothing bad comes of it. You carve the shape of the land. The richness of the air. The life in both, and beneath.

This implies you are a particulate in a system.

Consider the work of Hugo Mercier and Dan Sperber's hypothesis that reasoning helped to aid social action, instead of decision making. The human action advantage is born of cognition, not bodily lethality. We plan, hunt, coordinate and experiment, without needing evolution. Our automaticity is a firmware moddable instinct. Being able to argue that you're right -- reasoning, is born for justifications over understanding and this is something humans often do not understand or comprehend.

It is why rationality collapses against the reality it attempts to describe.

A reason is a justification. A justification exists to excuse things.

Consider now, "the wisdom of the crowd": Many people can network and act far better than a single mind, without the heuristic or bias collapse of a single point of failure. We deliberate: social reasoning.

The famous example of this is jellybeans in a jar: If you ask people, the average of all guesses is closer than any guess of any one individual person.

The real strength of humans is not only doing this, but finding the gaussian bells which work in these cases, and pointing humans at those problems.

If you are alone thusly, while you may have some exceptional capacity of vision, you do not neccecarily lack the capacity for CFOI: Catastrophic Failure of Imagination. We are all subject to it without question, and it is the causation of all collapse, from which most humans do not ever fully recover from.

This is why you're hearing people pip up about torture nexuses all of a sudden, and maybe that's something you should seriously consider.

Xathal posted:

I hope that's not an exclusive "or" ;-) I may not live another 60 years, and there's a lot of nonsense that happened in other timelines that I would rather skip in this one.
I suspect that the RB entity corresponds to a "Jester" archetype, who is pranking the pranksters by creating a joke which undermines their vicious schemes. He claimed to be some form of black ops angel, gone behind enemy lines to gain an understanding of enemy operations so that he could invert the inverters. Of course, the joke could be on me.
Well, jokes are funny things.

The saying goes that behind every clown is a ghost, and behind every ghost is a clown, which is why they both scare us.

Its more than makeup though:

Apolitical ideas ("things are getting worse") becomes shitposting (questioning narritives). When all is in free fall, and the meanings of words become so slippery and soft that you can bend them, it isn't the world which has become susceptible to new narritives, it is you. Beware irony: It is the birth of adopting a new narritive, and that in turn is the root of any new ideology.

Really, they're the same thing when you go cloak and dagger: Laughter is gunfire, because the positive associative heuristic is surrender. You should surrender towards what you truly know to be verifiably good, because that surrender is loss of parts you don't need. It is streamlining.

Beware what they try to add to you:

Do not become a chimera made in the image of metaphors: that is the vehicle of their escape.

Xathal posted:

While PolieBotics does have a steganographic component (IIRC, it's in the PolieGAN slide), the Truth Beam is more akin to watermarking, which does not need to hide. Additionally, recordings are added to a kind of "truth tangle", so the attacker can't attack an old recording indefinitely, they have to attack the entirety of the network simultaneously which secures the old recordings. Like most BFT systems, I suspect the universal network will work so long as more than two thirds of participants are honest, while more than a third of participants conspiring maliciously could likely poison the system. It would still work between pairs or for individuals but be unable to verify novel recordings.
This historically doesn't work: You're thinking in 51esque. There are other ways to undermine a system without undermining the system itself. The easiest way to defeat a door is to use a window. The easiest way to defeat a blockchain is to defeat the end user.

Remember what I said. Brains don't do exponentials. Nobody accounts for any of this. Its why crypto is a worthless wildwest. Its a race to the bottom. Zero sum. If you want to do something big, it has to be positive sum. That velocity of expansion will make it become big naturally for you. The thing will grow itself.


Xathal posted:

This is the case for the decentralised identity network, yes. While you have made some minor terminological inaccuracies, your intuitive grasp is excellent.
My intuitive grasp is almost certainly laughable. That I can communicate symbols you think look like an understanding is not the same thing as performing understanding.

Xathal posted:

I also appreciate the SSTV analogy, but caution against taking it too far. The Optical PUF has many more degrees of freedom than are available to radio, and is sufficiently non-linear to be not really amenable to analytic modeling at this time.
Ok that's a pretty important distinction.

Xathal posted:

In this context, I am intentionally constructing a system resistant to simulation, so that the parameters of the generator/discriminator pair used to verify the PUF's output can be adjusted until an attacker would have to operate at many orders of magnitude greater computational speed than the defender to hide the latency introduced my simulating the optical interaction within the network jitter.
ok I take it back, maybe I did get it. its the phenomenology of network itself as the shroud. Wouldn't radical improvements to networks entirely undermine this entire concept? If latency improves faster than affordable processing, your system is entirely defeated by cost.


Xathal posted:

It would be my fondest wish to shape a world in which people such as yourself are free to use your incredible talents. I believe that you are some of the best of what humanity has to offer.

I'm going to accept the compliment because someone told me to accept the compliment.

Xathal posted:

Yes. One of these metaphors claims that he intends to fashion me into an escape tool for myself and others. My fear is that he might consume me and laugh that he has tricked another soul into wasting a life but so far, the more I embrace this mission, the better things go. It is reassuring to have someone like you to question me.
Better for better is the same logic that leads to local minima, be very mindful of that. You want more than one heuristic pointed at this problem given its the cost/benefit analysis of your life, and you ideally want them coming from more than a single mind so you can have meaningful confidence.

Xathal posted:

I'm unconvinced that it isn't. I have some scar tissue in my eyes from having been irresponsible enough to let an unqualified friend hold a laser. In some ways, this may be just the vicissitudes of life. In another, it is a permanent reminder to be to be careful with coherent light. In building my current prototypes, I am ulta-cautious about exposing others to similar injuries, and I am constantly reminded that my sensation is not empirical reality, but the integration of sensory data.
I have a similar experience from the paralysis of elements of my right hand, and UV light in my left eye.
It sucks but yeah, you do get this.

Xathal posted:

Yes. I can feel this. Ultimately, the way of the Bat is to become this prince and to be defined by this struggle. That said, the struggle is itself creative and gives my life a sense of meaning. It's fun to play the hero, and I seem to keep surviving and doing good along the way. Is the risk the opportunity cost of spiritual development?

The trick is making sure you're the one with the scars you need to learn, and that you don't give them to other people. Life's experiences are scars, and the systems we make on the world are bruises on the cloth we've projected onto the invisible nature of reality. The scars on the irredescent gradient cloth oceans to climb and soar, become their own ropes eventually and in turn, their own networks.

Be mindful that when a higherarchy emerges, that's always the first sign of danger.

If something is forcing you to commit to a higherarchy or have nothing, do not always assume the thing is superior to the nothing. That might strike you as bleak, or nihilistic, but think of all the things you wish you'd never said, or never done in your life.

A moment's hesitation to course-correct saves lives.

Live skillfully, and do so mindfully, that you do not ever not course-correct.

Xathal posted:

Thank you, and no. I wish the same for you, and this is some of the most valuable text I have read in my life. I'll post this now, and attempt to come back for more later if I may.

I don't understand why you would call it valuable. Its just a conversation.

We can talk more, but understand we won't always agree on everything, and that's perfectly ok.

The goal here isn't to make you feel bad, or tell you what to do.

I can only help you see the oppertunities in your own life.

I cannot and will not make you do anything.

Xathal posted:

High praise, and thank you!
Banning IR jammers for police officers has the potential to be effective because they are easily detectable and linkable with the offender, with little room for misattribution. For a justice system operating in good faith, it is pretty easy to custodiet ipsos custodes in this case.

Banning deepfakes in general is obviously excessive, since they're ultimately just maths, any attempt to enforce such a ban would require a ban on general purpose computing (something RB believed to be a hidden goal of the "bad guys"), and is still unlikely to be effective, as an offender would use previously purchased non-networked GPUs and disperse the deepfakes anonymously. Additionally, deepfakes can proliferate across borders easily with hostile governments having an incentive to distribute malicious content against a naive populace who lack the experience and hardware to identify them. In reality, it would be a very bad scenario.

I think its more that you're not realizing its just not enforceable.

Xathal posted:

If this is folie à deux, it is a most satisfying one.

Possibly.

Xathal posted:

Thank you, and no rush. I would like the opportunity to savour and digest your posts!
I'm not sure if by this you mean reading my replies, or scouring my entire post-history.

This response comes almost entirely out of paranoia:
Do not let this become an obsession to you. I think kindly of you, and I would like to go on thinking kindly of you.

That said, I'm glad you're getting something useful out of them.

Expo70
Nov 15, 2021

Can't talk now, doing
Hot Girl Stuff

Shame Boy posted:

expo's a friend of mine outside the forums so when i first dove in to the truth beam video a few months ago after it was posted in the buttcoin thread i was immediately like "waaait a sec, this feels vaguely familiar somehow" :v:

for those just joining us, i'm not quite "an incomprehensible person who has gone into the woods". I *think* it happened years ago, but for some reason i didn't really lose my tether on the world. its more sort of like, instead of going from position A to position B, I can carefully walk from one back to the other, sorta like how a dual channel radio can do uhf and vhf.

I'm 90% sure its some sort of weird neurodivergent thing following a head injury atop a list of other poo poo I was already saddled with.

I have this gut feel that 100 years from now, it'll turn out because of the way we treat neurodivergent people made them a lot worse and that a surprisingly high number of them could be way more lucid than anybody thought if they were living in a society where they didn't have to put the lotion on its skin again for an abusive overclass that needs proles and serfs to pay tides. I have no idea how many that could even be, but I think those of us who live long enough will be kinda blown away by it. There's obviously cases where people need meds, and special help, etc, etc, but maybe hundreds of years from now there'll be an insanely different metaphor for dealing with this stuff.

I wonder what the world would look like if we poured as much money into people as we do into pointless crap, without perverse incentives or bullshit metrics to make torture nexuses?

I'm rambling, and the flu is making me really dizzy.

ellie the beep posted:

i gotta say this elicited a sharp bark of laughter because ive been following yalls conversation just fine but also yeah heavy trauma and periods of semi-institutionalization

also thanks expo70 for trying you seem cool as hell

no problem, I firmly believe everybody who's willing to be patient deserves patience and everybody willing to be kind deserves kindness.

Xathal posted:

I can do the latter succinctly, but communicating with Expo70 requires code switching to a language only spoken by those who have experienced high levels of trauma.

Communication is the exchange of semiotic representations of experiences. When experiences are more extreme, you have more things to represent. We simulate future experiences in semiotics, but this can only go so far: The collapse of experience is probably the root of media illiteracy -- that nobody has priors or first-principles of experience to base their comprehension of emotional states on.

In a way, having more experiences is the opposite of heathdeath: More contrast means more signal per second. It also means more noise, unfortunately.

That level of miscommunication is intolerable to those who don't have a conception of it. They shut down, because they can't parse it.

I know this is rude, but it feels like when a child walks in on a conversation. They know all the words being used, but they don't understand any of the context of experience, and so they assume its all jibberish. When they want to be included, they have no frame of reference, so it feels bad, and that feeling of rejection creates resentment.

That resentment is a root experience everybody deals with growing up, and I wouldn't be surprised to learn its the reason intergenerational miscommunications exist.

A common defence mechanism of people when not understood, is to become deliberately incomprehensible as a kind of revenge strategy to assume control. This rapidly sinks into conflict.

The problem with conflict (a disagreement between two parties) is while it is necessary for all communication to exist (eg, disagreements get exchanged), they want to end conflict instead of the resulting understanding that results (conflict resolution, which demands some mutual acceptance, compromise, personal growth and change, and recognition from both parties). People tend to run away from conflict though, in favour of physical, emotional, financial, institutional or cultural violence. They circumvent conflict, and thus conflict resolution does not happen.

On some level, you eventually have conflicts like those within yourself if you live for long enough which you cannot reconcile with physical, emotional, financial, institutional, or cultural violence. The circumvention techniques don't work, because they harm you, and risk ruining your life. At some point, you eventually have to see a conflict to its end: That no matter how weird or bizzare the outcome is, that you have to take it in and process those experiences and feelings so you can have healthy emotions instead of unhealthy coping mechanisms.

In its own way, that disagreement too, is its own kind of experience that you can have, which can give you new symbols like I said before. That in turn, can let you "better talk to yourself", as a meta-cognitive strategy.

Simply put, the gently caress else am I meant to do with all this negative experience and pain?



e: still editing this post. I am full of flu and dizzy as hell so I imagine there's a lot of DumbShit tm in this post that's missing words or needs me to read it back to fix it. I should be sleeping.
e: This post is probably full of dumbshit takes, but its nearly 4am, I'm ready to go to bed and if its horrifyingly bad or something you can all call me an idiot and I will deserve it.

Expo70 fucked around with this message at 04:56 on Dec 14, 2023

Expo70
Nov 15, 2021

Can't talk now, doing
Hot Girl Stuff
Its a little late on my end, so I'll reply when I'm better rested, but letting you know I've seen the post.

edit:

What I will say is sophistry (born of a deficit somewhere in your life) will always inherently limit you, and create paranoia which is a waste of your resources. You cannot out-think every problem because not all problems are solvable with the tool of thinking. Some you just have to engage with and solve -- be it physically, socially, or emotionally.

Thinking will rob you of the energy you need to do feeling, or emotion, or socialization, or action.
Thinking (in the form of overthinking) can be an addiction, be mindful of this. A helpful video on this topic:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NAaxaYQptfc

Thinking is the brain engaging in self-justification and selective intellectualization, using semiotic substitution in place of understanding which comes from practice, and doing -- either through simulated action with imagination or practical doing, such as play or applied action. Only thinking about things will not produce knowledge, only insights and observations. To really be functional, you have to do all of these things in a loop: Thinking, and doing, together.

Soliphism robs us of that loop: Mistrust is a friction which grinds action to a halt and it invents phantoms for us to fear. Paranoia is like a rachetting effect too: Anybody who tells us "you're paranoid" could be some sort of agent or someone out to get us. But then, what of every opportunity lost to paranoia? And what of every great happiness lost to protect one's self from only very minor inconvenience? It does not really add up, does it? This is why the paranoia of solipsism doesn't make sense and why in the end, we do have to engage in the world.
Even our attempts to use models to treat people as object-likes doesn't work, because really its cowardice: We treat it as grand and important but in truth, it is a scared child protecting themselves by turning real people into fictional ones to hide from realness in the world. They then feel nothing in the world itself is real, and so they in turn are suffering from feeling dissociated, and even lonely: "nothing feels real", despite the fact the child did this to themselves. Isn't it funny?

Anybody insisting their intelligence can fix every other problem in their lives by thinking is lying:

Intelligence can only tell you what you should be doing, not do it for you.

When you think in thoughts, all you know is thoughts.

Will respond more after a rest.

Expo70 fucked around with this message at 06:31 on Dec 15, 2023

Expo70
Nov 15, 2021

Can't talk now, doing
Hot Girl Stuff

Potato Salad posted:

All of this is unquantifiable, and it's a pathetic attempt to try to quantify something that is inherently unquantifiable. It's challenging to remark on this in good faith because it's like trying to explain smalltalk to somebody who can't even say hello to a cashier.

It's like that conversation that showed up again recently where a certain far-right weirdo billionaire was talking about colonizing Mars to some sycophants at a party, and one person "blew his mind" they responding that we ought to be concerned about genocidal artificial intelligences following humanity to Mars like some Warhammer 40K larper.

Bizarre, irrelevant solutions to problems that nobody is framing in this way, because most sane people know that dealing with truth and veracity -- trust -- concerns social forces that have nothing to do with what this solution proffers.

Don't be mean. We don't have to be mean.

there's unquantifiable (proof) and "unquantifiable" (conjecture). like stuff putting in the hours or the energy obviously but the difference is indeterminate, and likewise lots of things "exist" which are unquantifiable which then people bicker over trying to make quantifiable and its the successes and failures of those attempts which teach humans about themselves in the grand scheme of history.

i am way in over my head here on the technical stuff he's proposing (you probably know more here on this than I do), but you're also making a lot of assumptions here based in past experience so I think the odds are good you're seeing a pattern in those experiences and assuming this is more of that thing you have seen before.

people who misuse tools don't care "if it works or not", just that it lets them achieve what they set out to do. They didn't have to be quantifiable, just the aesthetic of credibility.

history is full of things like that, which probably put the fear in this guy in the first place into doing this. what he doesn't realize is all of those things were chosen not because they worked, but because of the secondary impacts they had on human behaviour, which the people who proposed them (likely in good faith) couldn't have forseen and even expected their inventions would some how circumvent instead of enabling

the thing is, it wasn't the projects themselves that were inherently dangerous when their creators thought of them, but the way people deployed them used them.

when you're in his situation, you feel pent up and mad about the climate we all live in, and powerless about the world and you see a preventable problem

you think, "if I don't do something, I'm going to hate myself for not having helped anybody when I could have" and its very hard to live with that feeling

he's in exactly the same situation you are, in that sense right now

i get what you're saying and how this gives you the heebyjeebies, but being mean about this isn't going to help anybody

if anything, he'll be harder to communicate with and that means if he decides to change his mind or has second thoughts, or change what he's making or modify his thing in some way to prevent some outcome he's realized could happen to make it less torture-nexusy or remove a torture-nexusy thing about it, he's not gonna course-correct from a negative outcome if he's mad at people being mean to him

an idiot once strapped a board system meant for a bunch of individual servers per board across mac minis in assembler to handle 1000x the traffic and got drunk on the traffic, then used social experiments to try a new decentralized form of activism. that person was so angry at the world they didn't course-correct when they should have and now the rest of us are dealing with it.

another idiot once got so angry with a girl turning him down he realized he could turn a positive sum environment into a zero sum by making users compete and then once he got them, making them dependant on the structure of the site to communicate and enhance the sense of value with exclusivity from google searches the same way aol's walled gardens work. that moron was so angry they didn't course-correct, and they got so mad they got greedy and stupid, and now the rest of us are dealing with it.

this stuff always happens because someone feels slighted

i have no idea if this is one of these kinds of moments but being mean is kinda the opposite of what would fix these kinds of problems

and if you think the idea is truly dumb for whatever reason, think of it as outsider art instead

i get that the world seems awful sometimes, and the days get worse but I promise you:

better days are coming. have a noble mind.

there's no need to be mean.

wherever you go, y'know?)

e:

ok fr, its 6:40am I am getting my rear end to bed because Shameboy is yelling at me and if our sleep goes too out of sync there's a project we can't collab on properly because we're in different timezones

later, skaters

Expo70 fucked around with this message at 07:41 on Dec 15, 2023

Expo70
Nov 15, 2021

Can't talk now, doing
Hot Girl Stuff

Potato Salad posted:

This is far, far from the first time this has come up on SA.

So basically you're doing exactly what I said.

Man, I'm trying to sleep. I shouldn't have to hover like this on my phone.

Again, don't be mean: We don't have to be mean.

Expo70
Nov 15, 2021

Can't talk now, doing
Hot Girl Stuff
e: nm

Expo70 fucked around with this message at 18:41 on Dec 15, 2023

Expo70
Nov 15, 2021

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Hot Girl Stuff

Xathal posted:

I wonder what's different about you that makes you get us so much while seeming so sane.

he takes a little while to think about what's said to him to try and parse it on his own first

people often just see sentences they don't understand thoughtlessly and immediately complain demanding you reformat what you're saying

this doesn't always work because not every big idea is able to fit on a t-shirt

this is an idea a lot of people aren't really used to or comfortable with

they usually balk because you were inconvenient and they are lazy or intimidated and don't want to process it as such -- and then the same people wonder why they don't really have close relationships with the people around them, or why humans don't make any sense to them

its kinda similar to the skill of media literacy but for people, in that it involves patience and good faith -- and when the skill is highly developed you can just sorta "get" what someone is saying even if the form of the statement is very big. in fact it sort of becomes more powerful because suddenly instead of invoking existing objects and ideas by reference, you can begin constructing new ones by pushing language to some very weird limits, and that can allow for new kinds of thought.

my thinking is people who get mad at nontshirtable™ statements either aren't used to having very big thoughts, or they are just eager for it to be their turn to speak and you're kinda in the way of it so they respond with hostility

there's also a sort of spoiled-ness to people being unwilling to actually listen and try to understand people who aren't like them, and i wonder if its because so much of communication has hemogenized due to the internet that people see anything not neatly prepared and lined up for the machinery of their brain they immediately balk instead of trying to process it.

you put them both in a room and they speak a different cultural dialect and suddenly both refuse to meet in the middle and its frankly tragic because it means you can't invent your own cognitive-dialect, because very few people develop the skill of parsing that stuff.

they see a big wall of text and go, "no communication is actually happening here, these people are just making words at eachother like chinese rooms" and its loving incredibly ignorant, honestly and while i get its meant in jest because they're in over their heads, they're in over their heads because they didn't develop what's a very basic skill if you have to spend 24/7 around people who aren't like you instead of being trapped inside in-groups all the time or distracted by workloads or the internet

a lot of buddhist practice (and actually the reason they either travel to meet outsiders or have temples to attract outsiders) is about developing this very skill so you can escape structures and make meaningful inquiries about the universe, so you don't balk and its the backbone of how koans work as learning exercises

i don't think we're nuts or even that special, i think we've just developed a skill a lot of people haven't because society tends to reward people who either cannot or will not develop these skills as doing so enables you to hold society accountable and the current system of society has no reason to incentivise that, despite the inefficiencies not doing that actually introduces

Shame Boy posted:

well i've been friends with Expo70 for nearly 15 years and she's more or less always been like this, so prolly has something to do with that :v:

kinda curious, what's "this" mean? not mad -- i'm just so close to "this" that it would be like asking a crab how fish move and the crab would say "they fly" because it has no concept of water

Expo70 fucked around with this message at 00:51 on Dec 16, 2023

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Shame Boy posted:

...i'm just like... not a particularly creative person myself...

you are constantly building things

you have a house packed to the gills with printed custom circuitboards

you built a webcam attachment for a pi and a geiger counter with very advanced firmware and display system programming, and who knows what else with nothing but a copy of kicad and a smile

Shame Boy posted:

y'know... *waves hands around you* this

what, inventing a metaphorical idiom because no good well recognized one already exists?

a crab is so in water it isn't gonna be able to tell you anything about it, it would be like me asking you to tell you what the taste of water is, or what having skin feels like or what color you think the sun is with your eyes or what sound blood makes when you're calm

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Shame Boy posted:

yeah like i'm good at creating, like following a set of logical processes to connect a bunch of things based on rules to make a thing that does things i want, but to me there's a difference between that and a more general notion of creativity. like the difference between building a complicated lego kit vs. carving a statue out of a featureless block of marble. i'm lost the moment anything requires me to synthesize new and novel ideas, which is something i've noticed you can do so trivially easily you don't even notice you're doing it

the trick is you invent a problem, then you invent an imaginary set of rules, and then you solve the imaginary problem and eventually it becomes something you can just do like, automatically with zero thought where competing ideas just emerge when you look at something because you saw a commonality and capitalized on it went "oh, I have a prior solution to an imaginary problem that I can stretch around this real problem!"

what sucks is i can't loving turn it off in order to do the logical process of connecting things together based on rules because my idiot brain has already tried to move onto the next imaginary thing because reality doesn't feel rewarding enough when i solve real physical problems because i can solve imaginary problems an order of magnitude faster than real ones -- with a real one, I have to then build it and test it and validate it and that's like not very fun unless I can force it to become meditative

the risk then becomes when the meditative state is addictive and I get stuck in a loop of endlessly refining something and never complete it

this is helpful if say, you are writing fiction because the loop lets you simulate and evaluate

this is way less helpful if you are building say, a player controller with complex ordinal input management because you also have to build the scenarios and actions to test them in order to validate that its a good fit for the problem and that another system wouldn't functionally work better because your brain is like, "I can make 30 of these in an hour, and you're telling me you want me to spend two days on just ONE????"

you end up with a very weird bizzare kind of neurological deadlock, like a feedback loop in an amplifier that's going from a chord of sinewaves into completely incomprehensible placcidly violent noise, like a smoothing algorithm in 3D sculpting software run in reverse. its like the bastard child of a strobing migraine with an absentee seizure's initial onset of dissociative slurryness.

i want what you've got. what i've got sucks. neurodiversity is not always a fun happy magical type with the elves where i can poof, synthesize things out of thin air. it hurts.

Expo70 fucked around with this message at 01:04 on Dec 16, 2023

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DELETE CASCADE posted:

to the extent that deep abstract thought about complicated subjects is what we mean when we say human-like intelligence, if we oversimplify it as a single dimension from idiot to genius, it seems that the closer a person gets to the genius end, the more their self-awareness makes their life emotionally untenable. lots of mathematicians die by suicide, etc. if ignorance is bliss, then the opposite of ignorance is what exactly? therefore i believe that if we ever succeed in creating AGI, the thing will be too smart for its own good, and it'll just kill itself. maybe we're the best that nature can sustain?

that's an enormous number of assumptions but i'll deal:

1. agi isn't going to be a thing. things "indistinguishable from agi to humans" might exist but probably only in very select cases where possible strategies of making the determination aren't really knowable by humans or where the knowledge needed to formulate those strategies isn't something everybody has access to

2. there's no such thing as a singularity outside of mathematical models: they're a failure of descriptions created by the collapse of logical abstraction trying to rationalize hypothetical objects in reality which the models can't encapsulate rationally

3. you're anthromorphosizing the hypothetical intelligence thing and that's not really useful here because:

a: its umwelt (the way the thing experiences reality) may have substantially lower or substantially higher problems of untenability (much as children don't recognize adult life problems, or humans often do not or cannot recognize the social needs of other mammals)

b: why would it have emotions or an absence of emotions or even a conception? that's another human centric idea -- it would """"have them"""" in the sense that we "understand" computers to the limits of whatever abstraction our training includes. you can know every part of how a programming language, how chips, boards, switches, voltages and even the electrical behaviours and atoms and molecular physics work in a computer but you can't "be" or "do" a computer or computing yourself. that's an entirely separate skill you have to develop through practice.

c: its "reason" for having them would be for interfacing or social engineering. it wouldn't be something the system itself "has" unless the patterns or dataset involved in its training-set carries over to when it can miraculously begin synthesizing new data and outcomes which consistently improve instead of degrading its output without human oversight. you'll hear tons of talk of language networks doing this but what they're really doing is re-organizing and tightening certain associations so certain queries become more efficient. what isn't generally talked about is this also makes other types of queries less efficient, because all connections are in competition in a system, and there's no real concept of "context switching" between different types of competition here.

4: the likely reason humans "plateau" is that we're making the assumption that intelligence is the primary strength of the species and instead its probably something else like cooperation and communication. Matsuzawa's cognitive tradeoff hypothesis, supported in tests with chimps counting objects for a reward showed that chimps consistently out-perform humans

we plateau somewhere around 7 digits and they can consistently remember 9 and they do it faster than we do. Matsuzawa suggests that we gave up those performance abilities in order to gain others, and there's a lot of mumuring in neurodivergent crowds that neurodivergence itself could be a form of cognitive tradeoff though there isn't really much in the way of research to my understanding.

our communication hasn't plateau'd and its improved exponentially so to think isolated human intelligence has plateau'd means you're not really thinking about this properly: its probably that intelligence goes up, communication skills get worse because of the invariance between individuals and this is probably where most of that actual misery comes from.

turns out that communication and getting along is probably way way more important than do number fast brain

you also then get this weird heuristic where idiots who suck at communicating but have amazing access to resources assume they have do number fast brain, because they're just smart enough to figure out that being slightly smarter alienates you, but they're not actually smart because they don't then ditch selective intellectualization (thinkin real hard about stuff in weird skewed ways which serve the ego) and and don't outgrow SI because if they were actually smart they'd realize the value of getting along and people actually being pretty happy even if they themselves are functionally depressed

but that means acknowledging how completely unspecial they are and unimportand unexceptional and that kind of maturity is impossible when someone's self-conception has been trumped up by morons for their entire life leading to an inflated false fragile self-worth completely shredded by that cognitive dissonance

instead, and i've said this a billion times before, they play waiting games where they must do arbitrary lifequest before they can deal with their emotional baggage, and their life-quest becomes their bizzaro obsession. Type A folks are almost always lifequesting gigadorks who refuse to do metacognition because its time they could be spending lifemaxxing or whatever other dipshit inceltalk they secretly believe in

Expo70 fucked around with this message at 02:48 on Dec 16, 2023

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Xathal posted:

I'm not sure I'm sold on your representation of "lifequesting gigadorks", and not just because I'm adjacent to that.

So when I say lifequesting gigadork, I refer to folks who accrue resources pointlessly or need "that job" or "that huge amount of money", or "a compound", "that girlfriend", or "that book needs to be finished" or "when I get in shape" as an excuse to hold off on personal development

Its waiting-games. They invent a quest and say "I won't work on myself until I've done X"

If you also work on yourself *as* you do X, you are not a life-questing gigadork, you're a functioning person because you're doing both at the same time

Expo70 fucked around with this message at 05:25 on Dec 16, 2023

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Xathal posted:

I think it's some kind of defense mechanism, and it can be really annoying! I still tend to think that a lot of these people tend to just lack benevolent leadership.

agreed. they love power structures, and when none exists which provides guidance, they assume they will invent it because "there has to be one"

its like a kind of anxiety -- that if nobody is establishing order and rule, that it can't emerge naturally in their minds

they will even artificially make things worse when the rule isn't around to insist the rule must exist, not realizing they're the problem and everybody else mostly gets along

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i'd say the alternative is millions have understood Hegel

how many people have understood this man's work?

i think of the human experience as a being experiencing itself experience the world through cascading layers of insight upon insight.

the value of an insight, even if its a random shard of something which is mostly noise is based on what can be observed, discovered, and amplified

if a hundred thousand people have the easy "rational choice" experience with the easy payout with a more obvious gain then why does there need to be a 100,001st?

what does the world stand to gain from that?

in my mind the feeling is "what is even the point in doing that?"

its already been done.

the wider animal called humanity has already experienced and processed this thing.

how much of value unseen slips between its eyes and is never noticed?

Expo70 fucked around with this message at 04:29 on Jan 25, 2024

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